The King

The Letter

Acelynn's POV

My emotions were all over the place. My heart and body were saying that I needed this man while my head was screaming that I didn't know him and needed to keep my distance. The mate bond was a weird thing. Experiencing it was totally different than hearing about it. I was at a loss for what to do when a message from my sister came up on my phone. Instead of texting back, I hit the call button. She was just the person I needed to talk to. "Hey Acelynn, how are you? We have all been really worried about you." She said when she picked up. 

"I'm freaking out, Bianca. He has me locked up in his apartment because he doesn't trust me. He won't even give me the opportunity to show him that I won't run. I can't talk to him. He makes me feel so stupid when I say anything. I lose my confidence and shut down," I rambled off quickly. 

She was quiet for a moment before speaking, "Ace, you had us all worried, but you should have seen him when he realized you were gone. I would bet money that he was close to tears. Unfortunately, now you have to repair that damage. You don't know him, so it is probably difficult for you to read him right now, but I'm sure he is not intentionally trying to make you feel stupid. Talk to him, get to know him, and eventually, you will get better at reading him. For now, why don't you write down what you want to tell him if you are having trouble getting it out? If you would fully submit to the mate bond instead of fighting it, I think you would see a different side to him. You both have walls up right now. You both need to work through this together." 

While I was not too fond of her reply, the rational part of me knew that she was right. "He thinks I'm a child, Bianca and I feel like he is treating me like one."

"Well then, don't act like one Ace. I know you, and when you don't get your way, you tend to act kind of childish," she replied. 

A growl came out before I could stop it. "Listen," she said, "I know you do not like my answers, but I am a supporter of the mating process that includes the Moon Goddess giving you a mate for a reason. You might not see it now, but there is a reason she put you two together. I promise if you get to know him and allow him in that you will fall in love with him.  I wish I could be in your shoes and finally have my mate. Count your blessings that it was revealed to you as soon as you turned 18." 

My heart sank. I felt guilty now. Bianca had been dreaming of finding her mate since before she was 18. She was 21 now and still hadn't found him. "I'm sorry, Bianca. I didn't mean to upset you." 

"It's ok, Ace," she said. "You just need to realize how lucky you are." 

"How is everyone?" I asked, looking to change the subject. 

She laughed, "Well, Elijah and Jacob have been working out plans on how to break you out of there if he ends up truly being horrible. Samual made it back this morning and is very upset about how the whole situation was handled. He will be happier once I let him know that I talked to you, though, but you should probably send him a message at least. He was always your protector, so I think he's upset that he wasn't here for you."

I smiled, thinking about Sam, but I also felt terrible that he was upset. "Bianca, I should probably go and work on that letter but tell everyone I love them. I will send a message to Sam before I go to bed tonight." 

We said our goodbyes, and I love you's. Once I was off the phone, I searched for paper and a pen and ended up finding some in an office upstairs. I sat down at the table and looked at the blank piece of paper, unsure of where to start slowly though ideas began to flow. 

I know this did not get off on a good start, mainly because of me. I was scared and 

I still am, but I am sorry that I ran. I panicked and did the only thing I knew to do. 

While that is still not a good excuse, I hope you realize that I did not do it just to hurt you.

 I do, however, apologize for hurting you. If you knew me, you would

know that I hate hurting people, so that was not my intention. I know I have

acted childish, and you were right. It's mostly because I hoped you would get tired of me

and reject me. This all happened very fast, and while I do think you could find someone 

better suited to not only be your partner but the Queen, I will listen to some advice and

try to make this work. While I am still not thrilled about being stuck inside, I thank you

for allowing me a little bit more freedom. Though I know, it was difficult for you. I will try to 

remain patient while you take whatever time you need. 

-Dot 

I sealed the letter, and after writing King across the front of it, I left it on the table. There was a knock on the door again, and the same maid from earlier came in with a tray. This time I let her leave the tray on the table before she left. I removed the cover to find roast with potatoes and carrots. My stomach growled as I sat down to eat. It was sad eating alone. The clock read 8 pm, and I wondered if he always worked this late or if he was avoiding me. While I ate, I replied to text messages and made sure to send a long one to Sam. Hopefully, he would cheer up. When I was finished, I made my way upstairs. Changing into a nightgown, I grabbed a book and got into his bead, thinking I would read until he was back. To my surprise, though, my eyes quickly grew heavy. His scent covered the whole bed, and it made me feel cozy. Soon I was drifting off into a peaceful sleep.