(Evy's Point of View) I couldn't remember the last time I felt this ecstasy, the overwhelming feeling of satisfaction. The feeling was nice and my heart was slowly entertaining the idea of having a man again, even at that, I could still feel fear trying to peek at the layer of warmth, what if Sebastian turned out the way he did? He used to be nice too, extremely caring, I thought nothing could go wrong, no one was better than him, and then- the hits. I still recalled the first slap, I thought it was nothing, he was frustrated, I thought it was my fault. Suddenly, I pulled out of my thoughts. They were dreadful and pessimistic. I sighed and turned on my side. I was still sore from the previous activities between me and Sebastian, I felt optimistic and the feeling was good and

