Demented Souls Collection: Books 5-8

Chapter 1-1

Sadist sat at a small table in the main room of the Demented Souls clubhouse. The room was half full of his club-brothers, men he felt closer to than his own blood brother. Tuck sat across from him, but others had come and gone. It had been an evening of bullshit, laughter and a little whiskey, at least until Ruger put an end to it. His best friend had announced he was going up to his room. To Krissi.

It had taken Sadist a long time to understand how his best friend could trust the woman. Not only because of who she was, the daughter of one of their arch enemies, but because of the risk. It had taken Sadist even longer to trust her than most of the brothers. Possibly because of his own issues with people he’d trusted in the past.

The risk wasn’t just to Ruger. For any of the brothers to get involved with anyone outside the club was a massive risk for all the Souls. Every person let in on their secret was a potential leak. Someone who could turn on them and get them all killed.

There was a reason having no close family ties was a requirement to get into the club. It meant no one to have to lie to. No one to protect but your brothers. No one to be used against you. No one to come asking questions.

Out of habit, Sadist scanned the room. He frowned and shook his head as he spotted the goofy grin on Ruger’s face as he climbed the stairs to the room he kept at the clubhouse, where Krissi waited. He’d watched several of the brothers try to have wives and families. It almost never worked.

Women who could handle what they did were rare. Few were willing to put up with the secrets, the danger and the deceptions. He"d decided a long time ago, it was better to stick with the women who hung around for the allure of the bikes and danger but knew nothing of what went on behind the scenes. Sadist was careful to never get too close, to never spend too much time with any one of the girls and never, ever play favorites. Some of the worst fights he’d seen ever had been between a pair of the sluts who hung around the club and one thought the other was moving in on their man.

“What’s wrong with you?”

The question made Sadist turn back to Tuck.

“I’ve watched it over and over. Brothers try for a picket fence and two point three kids and it never works. I don’t know why they don’t just give it up.”

Tuck glanced away then back to Sadist.

“I don’t know, man. I wasn’t looking for normal when I met Brenda, I was looking to get laid. I can’t explain it. Things went right then things went wrong. But when it was right, it was beyond anything you could imagine. I wouldn’t trade Johnny or Amanda for the world.”

“But instead of a full-time dad, they get you what? Every other weekend?”

“About that. You know I’d kill for them, though, just like I would for any of you. Maybe faster. You having second thoughts about the life?” Tuck lifted one brow.

“f**k no. I’m not having second thoughts about anything. I just don’t see how these guys can keep making the same mistakes over and over, as if something is going to change.”

“It might with the right woman. Ruger and Krissi are what, over a year in and still happy? Besides, what man doesn’t think he knows something no one else does? That they can make it work when someone else couldn’t?”

Sadist just shook his head. “I know something they don’t all right. Don’t bother.”

Tuck gave a low chuckle. “See you’re not all that different from them, they just have different hopes.”

“Hope is for fools. Reality is, our life is too hard for something soft like a family.” Sadist stared at last half inch of whiskey in the glass he had one hand wrapped around. He’d been sipping this one drink for thirty minutes, it was time for another. He threw back the last of the amber liquid, savored the burn as it slid down his throat, and poured himself another from the bottle of Jack sitting on the table. “With our lives, it’s best to stick with easy p***y. The kind that doesn’t expect a ring or promises and doesn’t need to know where you are or when you’ll be home.”

“I enjoy a good f**k as much as the next guy. But I gotta tell you man, there’s something different about it when you care about the woman and she cares about you. Something that can’t be duplicated with a w***e or just any piece of ass. I kind of hope you figure that out some day.”

“What did I do to piss you off?” Sadist c****d one brow at his president.

“What do you mean?”

“I just told you I want no part of love, a woman, kids, anyone who expects to know my every move, and here you go wishing that s**t on me.”

“It’s not because you pissed me off, brother. I said it because you need it.” With that, Tuck stood, pushing his chair back as he went. “I’ll leave you to your misery. I’m going to make the rounds then call it a night.”

“I’m going to sit right here a while. Maybe take Linda or Double D with me when I crash.”

“You do that.” Tuck walked away.

Sadist watched as the president circled the room, checking with each of the brothers and making one last stop to talk to the prospect behind the bar, before he climbed the stairs and disappeared into the room, he called his.

Sadist downed the drink he’d just poured in one long drink, sat back and surveyed the room. Amber sat on Crash’s lap in the corner under the TV where a rerun of some football game played. They were so engrossed in each other, it was like no one else was in the room. Jailbait sat at the bar, watching Dumbass with hungry eyes. Linda danced around the pole on a small stage on the other side of the room, wearing only a G-string while a couple of the older brothers watched and made suggestions. Double D went from man to man around the room, trying to get someone to pay attention to her and buy her a drink. He didn’t do anything to catch her attention, she’d probably make her way around to him, unless one of the other brothers took her up on her offer. That was soon enough. He poured another drink and settled in to wait.

With a grunt, Sadist clenched one hand around Double D’s hip while the other clamped down on her naked tit as he came. He jerked several times as he finished emptying himself into the condom he never went without, then pulled out and fell back against the bed.

“Out,” he growled. He was done and ready to sleep. No one spent the night with him. Ever. It was one of his rules. Sleeping in his bed made them think they had a claim on him. Double D rolled off the bed and picked up her clothes.

“I could keep you warm tonight.” She looked him up and down with eyes clouded from alcohol and pleasure.

“No need.” Sadist removed the condom and dropped it in the trash can next to the bed.

“You sure?”

He looked up at her, meeting her gaze with a steely look. She finished dressing and let herself out without another word. This was going to have to be the last time with her for a while. She was getting entirely too pushy and he needed to show her she meant nothing. She was only a convenient piece of ass when he wanted to get off. The door clicked shut. Sadist groaned and pushed himself to his feet. Locking the door on his way by, he used the attached bathroom. He trusted his brothers not to come in while he slept, but not the women who hung around the club. He never slept without his door locked anymore. All it had taken was waking up once to find Linda passed out in the bed beside him.

He shuffled back to the bed, fell across it, face down in the pillow and went to sleep.

Thunder woke him. It wasn’t until he sat up that he realized it wasn’t a storm but someone pounding on the metal door to his room that woke him. Stepping into his jeans he went to the door. He yanked them over his ass, not bothering with the button before unlocking and throwing the door open.

“What is it?” Sadist scowled at Gizmo, who had his hand raised to pound on the door again.

“Meeting. Downstairs. Now.” Gizmo took off toward the stairs leading down to the main room before Sadist could ask anything more. If Tuck had ordered them to wake him, and Tuck was the only one with the authority, then he should hurry. He snagged a shirt off a hook, not the one he’d been wearing earlier, that was on the floor somewhere, checked his pocket for his keys and locked the door before stepping out into the hall. He buttoned his jeans and headed for the stairs himself, pulling the shirt on as he made his way down them. It wasn’t until he reached the ground floor and his feet hit the cool cement slab that he realized he was barefoot. Too f*****g bad. They woke him, this was how they got him. If he needed his boots, he’d grab them after. The door to the backroom where meetings were held was open, Dumbass standing guard next to it to keep anyone who didn’t belong out. Sadist nodded at the prospect as he passed him and made his way to his chair near the head of the table. The chair beside his, Tuck’s chair, was empty.

He glanced around, wondering what was up and taking in who was present. It was a mixed bunch, with not quite half the voting membership present. Other than Tuck there was only one conspicuous absence, Ruger. Tuck came in, nodding to Dumbass on his way by, and took his seat. Dumbass closed the door, leaving himself on the other side. Tuck looked to Gizmo who got up and turned the deadbolt on the door.

The president cleared his throat and the low chatter around the room died as they all turned their attention to Tuck. Sadist looked at the empty chair on the other side of his own, then to Tuck. The Prez nodded once but looked to the rest of the table. Sadist knew he’d have a chance to talk to their leader later, so he let it go.

“We’ve had an issue come up.” Tuck looked around the table, making sure each of the men was paying attention. “You may or may not be aware that Lurch, Mac and Watt were dealing with a package tonight.” He paused. Several heads nodded around the table. Whether they knew what had been going down or not, they all knew what he meant. “Watt, brief the room.”

Watt stood and glanced around the room at their brothers. “We were picking up the package, well packages, and taking them to the safe house. I thought I recognized one. I wasn’t sure so I nudged Lurch and told him to take a look, he saw it too. We secured them then double checked and sure enough. One of the packages is on the watch list.”