THE LAST GOODBYE

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I woke to the smell of dust and old herbs. The room was small and dark. A single window let in the gray light of early morning. The cot beneath me was hard, the blanket thin. For a moment I didn’t know where I was. Then the empty place in my chest reminded me. The Mate Bond was gone. I sat up slowly. Every muscle ached. My wrist still carried the faint silver mark that had once glowed when Lucien was near. Now it looked dull and ordinary, like a scar that had never healed right. No one sat beside the cot. No healer. No pack member. Not even Lira. The room meant for the future Luna had already been cleared. I could see the empty shelves where soft dresses and jewelry should have been. A single wooden trunk sat against the wall, its lid open and bare. Someone had moved everything out for Selene. I swung my legs over the side of the cot and stood. My balance wavered, but I stayed upright. The pain in my chest had settled into a deep, steady throb. It no longer tore through me the way it had on the ceremonial grounds. It simply stayed, heavy and constant. I found my old satchel in the corner. Inside were the few things that had always been mine—two plain dresses, a comb with a cracked tooth, a small knife for cutting herbs, and the worn journal I had kept since I was a child. I packed them carefully. There was nothing else to take. I changed into the cleaner of the two dresses. The fabric was thin and faded, but it was mine. I braided my hair the way I always had, tight and neat, so it would stay out of my face on the road. When I stepped into the hallway, the pack house was quiet. Most of the warriors and elders still slept after the long night of celebration. A few servants moved through the lower rooms, but none of them looked at me. I walked out into the early light. The ceremonial grounds still held the silver banners and the moonflowers I had tied the day before. Some of the flowers had already begun to wilt. I did not stop to look at them. The path through the main square felt longer than usual. I kept my eyes forward. A few pack members were already awake—bakers lighting their ovens, guards changing shifts, children running with leftover pieces of feast bread. Most of them glanced at me and then away. A few whispered. None of them spoke. I had almost reached the baker’s stall when the woman behind the counter stepped out. She was older, her hands dusted with flour. She held a small loaf wrapped in clean cloth. “Take this,” she said. I stopped. “I don’t have coin.” “I didn’t ask for coin.” She pressed the bread into my hands. “You’ve always been kind when others weren’t. Eat something before you go.” I looked at the warm loaf. The scent of it rose between us. “Thank you.” She nodded once and went back inside without another word. I continued walking. Near the eastern gate an elderly guard stood at his post. He had silver in his hair and a long scar across one cheek. When he saw me he straightened and placed a hand over his heart in a formal bow. “Safe roads, Nysera,” he said. I paused. “You don’t have to do that.” “I know.” His voice was quiet. “But I choose to. You never asked for anything from this pack. That deserves more than silence.” I swallowed. “I hope the new Alpha treats you well.” “And I hope the road treats you better than we did.” He stepped aside so the gate was clear. “Go while the morning is still quiet.” I walked through. A small boy ran up from the side path, his face smudged with dirt. He couldn’t have been more than seven. He stopped in front of me and held out a single white pebble, smooth and round. “For you,” he said. I crouched so we were level. “What’s this?” “You fixed my sister’s cut last winter when no one else would. You didn’t tell anyone. I still have the leaf bandage.” He pushed the pebble closer. “Mama says you’re leaving. I wanted to say thank you.” I took the stone. It was warm from his hand. “You’re welcome.” He nodded seriously, then ran back the way he had come. I stood again and slipped the pebble into my satchel. The bread, the bow, the child’s quiet thanks—none of them could change what Lucien had done. But they stayed with me as I walked toward the outer road. I had spent four years believing the only place I belonged was at Lucien’s side. I had accepted every cold glance and every quiet insult because I thought the bond made it worth it. Now the bond was gone, and the people who had never held power were the ones who had seen me. I did not look back at the pack house. I did not look back at the dais where Lucien had stood with Selene. I simply walked. At the edge of the territory a simple carriage waited. The driver was a quiet man who traveled between packs for trade. He had agreed, the night before, to take me as far as the border for a small payment. I had left the coin with Lira’s message the moment I woke. She had not come to the healer’s room, but she had made sure the carriage would be here. I climbed inside and set my satchel on the seat beside me. The driver clicked his tongue, and the horses began to move. The road wound through the forest that marked the edge of Blood Moon land. Pine and oak closed in on both sides. The morning light filtered through the branches in thin gold lines. I held the warm bread in my lap but did not eat it yet. The empty place in my chest still ached, but beneath the ache something quieter had begun to settle. I would not beg for scraps of affection again. I would not wait for a man who had looked through me in front of the entire pack. I would not stay in a place that had already emptied the room meant for me so another woman could fill it. The carriage rolled on. The trees thinned. The border markers of the Blood Moon Pack appeared—tall stones carved with the pack’s crescent. Beyond them the road opened into the wider kingdom roads that led toward other territories and, eventually, the capital. I kept my eyes on the path ahead. When the last of the border stones passed the window, I felt the carriage cross into open land. For the first time in years the air did not carry the familiar scent of Blood Moon wolves. It smelled only of road dust and distant rain. I let out a slow breath. Then the mark on my wrist began to burn. It started as a sharp heat, sudden and bright, as if someone had pressed a brand against the skin. I pulled my sleeve back. The dull silver mark that should have been dead after the rejection glowed with a faint, impossible light. The burn deepened, spreading up my arm in a pulse that matched no heartbeat I knew. I stared at it, the bread forgotten in my lap, as the carriage carried me farther from the only home I had ever known.
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