Pregnant for the Ruthless Billionaire Vampire

CHAPTER 4

ELENA'S POV

I lay in the unfamiliar bed for hours, listening to the rain against the windows.

Every time exhaustion pulled me under, something dragged me back. Lucian's voice. The alley. The female vampire's hand moving toward my stomach. I'd shift position and feel the ache in my scraped palms and remember all over again.

By the time gray light started showing at the edges of the curtains, I had stopped trying.

I didn't sleep.

I lay there staring at the ceiling with one hand on my stomach and my phone in the other.

*Meet me tomorrow at midnight. Central Park, Bethesda Fountain. Come alone, or your secret dies with you.*

What secret? What did Viviana know?

And why meet alone?

It was obviously a trap. Even I, with zero experience in supernatural politics, could see that. But what if it wasn't? What if she knew something about my baby? About the Nightshade bloodline?

I had to know.

Sunlight crept through the window. Morning. I'd made it through the night.

I sat up slowly. My body had opinions about that, stiff muscles from the running, my throat still tender where the vampire had gripped it, both knees aching from hitting the alley floor twice. I pressed my hand over my stomach.

"Are you okay in there?" I whispered. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for all of this."

A knock at the door.

"Elena? Are you awake?" Seraphine's voice.

"Yes," I called out.

She entered carrying a tray. Real food. Eggs, toast, fruit, orange juice. My stomach responded immediately and embarrassingly.

"Eat," she said, setting the tray on the bed. "Both of you need it."

I didn't need to be told twice. I grabbed the fork and started eating like I hadn't eaten properly in years.

Which wasn't far from the truth.

Seraphine watched me with something between pity and anger. "He starved you."

"He told me I was getting too thin. That it was unpleasant to look at me." I laughed bitterly. "Funny how he still managed to get me pregnant."

"The Blood Moon Ritual," Seraphine said, sitting on the edge of the bed. "Tell me everything you remember."

I set down my fork and let myself go back to it.

The candles. Hundreds of them, making the penthouse look like something from another century. The symbols drawn on the floor in something dark that I hadn't let myself examine too closely. The chanting from the vampires standing in a ring, their voices overlapping in a language I didn't understand.

The way Lucian had looked at me that night. Different. Like he was seeing something he hadn't expected to find.

"He cut my wrist," I said. "Let my blood drip into a chalice. Then he drank from my neck directly." I felt my face heat. "His eyes changed. They went gold."

Seraphine's head came up. "Gold?"

"Yes. Why?"

She stood. Paced. Then stopped and turned back.

"In the supernatural world," she said carefully, "there are arranged alliances and political marriages. But there is also something rarer. A true mate bond. When a vampire finds the person they are destined for, their eyes turn gold during the first real blood exchange." She met my gaze. "Not a ritual feeding. A genuine one."

I stared at her. "No."

"Elena—"

"No. You're wrong. He despised me. He looked at me like I was furniture." My voice came out harder than I intended. "He threw me out in the rain."

"What he chose and what fate decided are different things," Seraphine said. "If you're his true mate—"

"I'm not." The certainty of it surprised me. Or maybe it was the opposite of certainty, the terrifying possibility that she was right and what that would mean for how I understood two years of my life. "He hated me."

"He kept you close for two years when he could have replaced you easily," she said. "He chose you personally for the ritual when he had other blood servants available." She held my gaze. "Nightshade blood calls to powerful vampires. Even dormant, it draws them."

I wanted to argue further. The words were right there.

But so was the memory of his gold eyes, and the way he had held me during the ritual, different from every other time he had touched me, and the wine glass stem cracking in his hand last night when I said I was pregnant.

"Then why," I said. The anger had gone quiet and something rawer was underneath it. "If it hurts him. If the bond means what you're saying it means. Why did he do it?"

"Politics. Fear. Pressure from the council." She sat back down. "Viviana Drakov comes from one of the oldest families in Europe. That alliance would give him influence he's been building toward for years. And if someone was using that as leverage against him—" She shook her head. "Powerful people make terrible choices when they're cornered."

"I don't care about his reasons," I said. And I meant it, or I was choosing to mean it, which was close enough for now. "He made his choice. I'm making mine. I'm going to protect my baby and learn to use whatever I have and make sure no one controls me again."

Seraphine smiled. "Good. That's what I was hoping to see." She stood. "After breakfast, take an hour. Shower. Breathe. I'll be downstairs."

She gave me the hour without question.

I stood in the shower until the hot water ran out and let it take the alley grime and the rain and some of the weight of the last twelve hours with it. When I got out I looked at myself in the mirror, the dark circles, the sharpness of my collarbones, the faint bruising at my throat, and made myself look at all of it without looking away.

This was what two years in Lucian's household had made of me.

I survived it.

I would survive whatever came next.

The downstairs room had been a living room once. Now it was empty except for weapons along the walls and symbols carved into the floor.

"First lesson," Seraphine said. "Your abilities are awakening but not yet accessible. The pregnancy is accelerating the process, but you need to learn to reach them consciously."

"What kind of abilities?"

"Nightshades have blood manipulation. The ability to control blood, your own, others'. At full strength, it's significant." She pulled out a silver dagger. "May I?"

I held out my hand and looked away.

The cut was quick. I looked back down at my bleeding palm and focused on what she'd said, moving it, just thinking about it moving,

Nothing happened.

The blood dripped normally. Pooled in my palm. Dripped toward the floor.

"Try again," Seraphine said. "Don't force it. Think of it as redirecting, not commanding."

I stared at the blood and thought about it moving sideways.

One droplet trembled.

Then went still.

"Again," Seraphine said.

I exhaled. I tried to find whatever instinct had let me sense the vampires before I saw them last night. That had happened without trying. Maybe this worked the same way.

The droplets lifted. Barely, an inch off my palm, and then the concentration broke and they fell.

"Good," Seraphine said, and the word surprised me because nothing about it had felt good. "Again."

We tried for forty minutes before three droplets stayed suspended long enough for me to move them left.

By the time they formed anything resembling a ring, my head was pounding and my stomach had cramped twice and I had to sit down on the floor and breathe through it before I could continue.

"Pregnancy," I said, by way of explanation.

Seraphine handed me water without comment.

When the wound finally closed,slowly, a faint pink line persisted for almost a minute before the skin smoothed over, I stared at it.

"Larger injuries won't heal like that," Seraphine said. "Don't assume they will."

The physical training was worse.

My stance was wrong. My balance was wrong. She corrected my grip on the practice sword three times before I managed to swing it without the motion being entirely telegraphed, and the first time I lunged she sidestepped so simply that I nearly fell over my own feet.

"Again," she said.

I attacked. She redirected. I stumbled.

"You're thinking," she said. "Stop thinking. Your body knows more than your mind right now."

"My body just ran into a wall," I said.

"Again."

By the third hour I was moving better, but better was a relative term. I was sweating and my back had developed a specific pregnancy-related complaint about the footwork drills, and when Seraphine finally said to stop I sat down on the floor and didn't argue about it.

"You learn quickly," she said. Not effortlessly. Quickly. There was a difference.

I drank half a bottle of water and checked my phone.

6 PM. Midnight sat at the back of my mind like it had been sitting there all day, through every failed attempt at the blood manipulation and every corrected stance.

Six hours.

I looked at Seraphine.

She was examining one of the blades from the wall with her back to me, and I noticed she still moved carefully on her left side. The ribs from last night. She hadn't mentioned it once during the training session.

"I don't know everything," she said suddenly, without turning around.

I blinked.

"About the Nightshade bloodline. About what your specific abilities will be. About how fast the pregnancy will accelerate everything." She set the blade back. "I know what I was trained to know, and there are gaps in that, and I'd rather tell you that now than have you discover it later."

"I appreciate that," I said.

"Don't be too impressed," she said. "It's a low bar."

I smiled despite everything. "I need to show you something."

I pulled out my phone.

Seraphine's expression darkened immediately. "Absolutely not."

"What if she knows something about my baby? About the bloodline?"

"Then she can come here."

"She won't. You know she won't." I held her gaze. "Come with me. Stay hidden. If it's a trap, you pull me out. But I have to know what she wants."

She was quiet for a long moment.

Then she went to a small wooden box on the shelf and opened it. Inside, a silver pendant on a fine chain, engraved with symbols I didn't recognize. Old, clearly. The kind of old that had outlasted several generations of whatever it had belonged to.

"Wear this," she said. "It won't stop a direct attack. But it will give you a few seconds of warning if someone tries to approach with hostile intent."

I put it on.

"Thank you."

"Don't," she muttered. "You might not be thanking me by morning."

At 11:45 I stood at the edge of Central Park.

The park was dark the way parks at midnight were dark, not just the absence of light but the presence of shadow, the particular thickness of air that moved through trees and came out the other side feeling older. Wind shifted through the branches above me. The path ahead was empty, lit only by the distant glow of the fountain.

I walked slowly toward Bethesda Fountain, my footsteps on wet stone the only sound I could hear.

The fountain was still running, water catching the moonlight on its surface, the angel above it lit from below in a way that made her look like she was watching the approach rather than ascending.

I checked my phone. 11:58.

My hand had found my stomach without me deciding to put it there.

At exactly midnight I felt her presence before I saw her, a shift in the air to my left.

Viviana stepped out from behind the fountain column. Long black coat, dark hair perfect, ruby eyes catching the light. She looked exactly as she had in the council chamber.

Except her hands were clasped in front of her.

And she was looking at me without the predator's smile.

We stared at each other.

"You came," she said.

"You said you had a secret," I said. "So talk."

She looked at me for a long moment. Then past me, at the trees, at the darkness beyond the fountain's reach. The calculation in her eyes was familiar, I had watched her calculate things all through last night's council meeting, but the thing underneath it wasn't.

She almost left. I watched the impulse move through her, the half-turn toward the path, before she stopped herself.

"My pregnancy is fake," she said.

The fountain kept running. The wind kept moving through the branches.

I stared at her.

"I was never pregnant," she said. "I lied. In that council chamber, in front of everyone. Lucian never touched me. The only woman carrying his child is you."

I couldn't speak for a moment.

Two months. For two months I had been carrying something I thought was impossible, something I had been thrown out into the rain for, something Lucian had called irrelevant in front of an entire council, and she had simply lied.

"Why," I said.

She opened her mouth.

Then she coughed.

Short. Sharp. She pressed the back of her hand to her mouth and when she lowered it she looked at it for one moment before closing her fingers.

But I had seen it.

Dark against her pale skin.

"Viviana—"

"I'll explain," she said. Her voice had changed. Thinner. "I'll explain everything. But right now—"

She looked past me at the tree line.

I turned.

Beyond the trees, somewhere in the darkness the fountain light didn't reach, a branch snapped.

Then another.

Then silence, which was worse than the sound.

We weren't alone.