I stared out the window for God knows how long. My mind was busy picturing all the scenarios that could happen if I ever go into rut tonight. It'll be too dangerous.
It's been too long. I forgot how to handle it. If it is as painful and intense as the first time it happened, then I'll probably lose control. I don't know if I could take care of my wolf in that scenario.
I'm going to scare that kid to the core.
"f**k!" My head hurts from the relentless tugging on my hair. I hope morning comes soon 'cause I feel like I'm walking on eggshells.
"Cassian?" I stilled when I heard her voice. When did she get here? I didn't even notice…
"I was looking for you…"
I didn't turn. I didn't want to look at her and risk things and I know damn well why she was looking for me. Staying silent is the
