My Good Girl

Chapter Ten

I am curdled up like a ball when someone pushed the guy out of the way. I ducked my head under my arms and couldn't look then I heard his voice, "Princess, it is okay. You are safe." I looked up as Thane stood in front of me. All I could do is start crying as he looked around, "Someone give me a f*****g blanket. Now."

I could hear footsteps running up into the room as a blanket is handed to him, "I am going to wrap you up and I am going to get you the f**k out of here." I nodded as he wrapped the blanket around me then picked me up into his arms. He stopped when someone walked up to him as Thane said, "f**k my car, Get me to the hospital. We need to make sure she and the baby is okay." He nodded as another person started to talk, "We will stay here and clean up." Thane turned around, "Burn the f*****g place down if you have to."

Someone opened the door to an SUV as Thane kept his arms around me as he lifted himself into the SUV carefully not letting me go. He pulled me into him as he sat and keep his chin on my head, "I am so sorry. I didn't get there in time before he did something to you." I looked up at him and I couldn't speak. His jaw tightened up as he swore, "f**k. I am going to kill him." He looked down at me, "I got you, Princess. I got you." I hid my face into his chest as I started to cry again when the SUV sped off.

About an hour later we arrived to the hospital as Thane carried me in. The man ran in front of us as he started yelling, "We need help. Please." A doctor came running around the nurse’s station, "What happened to her?" Thane placed me down keeping me covered, "She was kidnapped, and I believed that she was raped." The doctor looks me over, "The blood?" He sighed, "Not hers." She looked up at him with a smirk, "The attackers."

He nodded, "She is pregnant." She looked down at me as they rush me back into a room, "We will check on the baby. But sir, I am going to ask you to wait out in the waiting room." He stepped forward, "But." She shook her head, "I understand that you are the baby's father and you love that woman but right now is not a good time for you to see what we have to do to make sure she is okay." He looked away as I teared up. He looked back at me, "Princess. I will be right here. Scream if you need me." I nodded as the Doctor walked him out, "She is safe now. Please let us do what we have to do."

After them poking at me and an ultrasound the nurses helped me get the blood off of me. They got me something to wear and gather evidence even though my attacker was dead. I teared up as the doctor asked me what happened when there is a knocked at the door. She looked up, "Agent Adam." He smiled, "Doc, can you give me a minute with Isabella." She nodded as she placed her hand on my knee, "I will be back."

He walked over as he sat in the chair that the doctor was sitting, "They told me that the baby is okay and that you are mainly okay except for what happened while you were kidnapped." I turned my head as he sighed, "You got to tell me what happened. I got to let Thane know so he doesn't go into a kill spear." I sighed, "I saw Steven. I swear I did. But the man said he didn't know him."

He nodded, "There was foot tracks that came from the other side of the woods where there were tire marks. I think that the man who kidnapped you saw you run from Steven and took up the advantage to get you." He sighed, "How many times did he r**e you."

I looked away from him again, "Bella, Please. I need to know." I teared up, "Once in the car then three times when we were in the house." He shook his head, "I am sorry. I wish I could take it all way for you." I sighed, "I got to tell Thane or he going to press you for details. At least if he knows what happened he will give you time to process it all." 

I turned my head as he walked out. About ten minutes past when Thane tapped his knuckles against the doorframe. I looked up at him as he c****d his head towards me, "Princess." I turned my head away as he walked over to me and sat down. He placed his hand on my knee as I quickly pull them to my chest. Damn it why am I pulling away from him like this. I don't want to be touch right now. He slowly pulled his hand away as he sighed. We sat for a good twenty minutes in silent.

Once I was released from the hospital, we sat in the car for a minute before he started. I looked out the window as Thane started to drive away when he cleared his throat, "Mikey is meeting us at my mom's house. We will stay there for a while." I nodded while I placed my cheek on the cold window. Mickey brought me sweatpants and a shirt with a winter coat to the hospital. I didn't say a word to him. The last person I really talk to was the Agent. I just couldn't talk because I knew that meant I had to talk about what happened.

I must have fallen asleep on the way. I felt myself being lifted when my eyes popped open when I screamed, "Don't touch me." I tried to fight him off when Thane pulled me closer to him, "It is okay, Bella. It is me." I started to cry when he sighed as he carried me to the door. His mother stood in the doorway in her robe, "How is she, dear?" I could feel his muscle tension up, "Not good." He walked pass her than up into his old room.

He laid me on the bed and placed his lips on my forehead. Thane sat on the edge of the bed with his head in his hands, "Bella?" I looked up at him as he wouldn't look at me, "I am sorry. I should have been able to stop them." He looked up at the ceiling, "If I did then..." He stopped. He couldn't finish the sentence. My heart is twisting that he is blaming himself. It not his fault but I couldn't tell him that. I wanted but never found the words. He got up and place the blanket over me as he places another kiss on my forehead, "I am going downstairs to talk to my mom. I will be back to check on you in a bit." I nodded. I wanted to reach out to him. I know that he could help me forget but right now I don't want to be touched by anyone.

Thane's Point of View

I walked into the kitchen when I grabbed a beer. I took a couple sips then threw it towards the wall. It hit the wall with force as my mother walked into the room, "I understand that you are piss, and you blame yourself, but you need to stop that." I turned my face as she walked up next to me placing her hand on my shoulder, "Thane. You were knocked out. That is not your fault. You tried to fight and that all you could have done was fight. Then you went above and beyond to find her. Yourself I might add." I shook my head, "But if I fought harder." She shook her head, "I don't think that you didn't gave in. Christ Thane. You were knocked out good."

Mickey stood in the doorway when I turned around, "What did the beer do to you?" I shook my head as I growled at him, "Existed." He chuckled as he looked at my mother, "Auntie, can you give us a minute?" She nodded her head, "Get him to stop blaming himself." He nodded as he went into the fridge and grabbed two beers, "I had Adam make sure we were stock up. I knew you would need it."

 I bowed my head as he looked up the stairs, "How is she?" A tear started to roll down my cheek, "Not good. She doesn't want anyone touching her and she not talking." He sighed as he sipped his beer, "Adam said that the guy did a number on her." My hand tightens around the cold beer as it sweat from the warmth of my hand, "I wish it was me that shot him."

Mickey bowed his head, "That makes both of us." He sighed, "Thane, stop it. Stop blaming yourself." I shook my head, "How can't I blame myself." He took a sip of his beer then placed it on the island, "Blaming yourself is not going to take it away that it happened. She was kidnapped and raped." I turned my head as all my muscles tighten up as he cleared his throat, "You can't treat her different when she snaps out of it. Take it slow but get back to the way you looked at it before all this." I turned towards the counter, "What if it she can't handle it then blame herself or think that I don't want her because of it all."

He sighed, "It will never be the same but at least you can gain a little back. And you need to remind her that she is all you want. That it is not her fault. Never pity just give her your understanding." I took a deep breath as I took a sip of my beer, "Mickey the lifestyle."

I looked up at the ceiling, "s*x life we have is not all rainbows and flowers. It can be dark and scare her."

He tilted his head, "And she will trust you with it. You just got to give it time to get her back there. And if she doesn't then you two will figure it out. You love her and that is what she needs right now. Just for you to love her." He chuckled, "You know I heard about girls that would go through something that Isabella did and turned your s*x style into something pleasurable to help escape the pain of what happened." I shook my head, "I can't think that right now."

He sighed, "I am just saying. When she is ready, you might discover that she is more opened to more than what you were doing before to help with the suffering of what happened."

 I placed my beer on the counter and walked over to him as I placed my hand on his shoulder, "I will keep that in mind." He turned around in his stool, "Tell her that I am here." I nodded my head, "I will make sure that she knows." I walked up the stairs as I peeked into the room as Jessie walked by, "How is she doing?" I shook my head as I looked in as she sleeps. Jessie looked over my shoulders, "She is a fighter." I bowed my head, "I know."

I sat on the bed as she started to turned as she moaned, "Stop." I shook my head, "Shit." I laid in the bed as I moved her to have her lay her head on my chest as I racked my fingers into her hair. I placed my lips on her head as I whispered, "It is okay, Princess. I am here." She wrapped her arms around me and held on to me for dear life. f*****g Christ.

I want to take this away from her. I slowed down my breathing as she squeezed her arms around me as my hand went to her arm to hold her close. I just want to take that pain away. I wish I could trade places with her. I knew what it was like. She, she didn't know. Not that what she went through wasn't less traumatic but being actually r***d. That is mentally and physically changes for anyone. I needed her to be okay. I need her to be my Princess. But deep-down things are going to change for her. She is either going to go wild on me or push me away. We will never be got back to the way it just was.