My Good Girl

Chapter Eleven

I woke up the next morning with Thane wrapped around me. I pushed his arm lightly over me as I sat up. He turned as I felt dirty. I needed to take a shower. After everything that happened last night, I needed a scrapper to my skin and grow a new one. I been attacked but not like this. I don't know who to process it all. I slowly got up not waking him as he turned back to my side of the bed. I walked lightly to the door when I heard his voice, "Princess." I turned to him, "I need to take a shower." He nodded as I turned my head, "I just need space, Thane." He looked down, "Of course. Take your time." I walked out of the room as I looked back at him giving him a plea in my eyes to help me feel good again.

I walked down to the bathroom as Jessica came running down the hall, "Isabella. Dear." She hugged me as I stiffed up as I looked up to see Thane watching from the doorway, "Jess, I don't think it is a good idea to do that right now." She threw her hands up and backed away from me, "I am so sorry." I shook my head, "It is okay. I am just going to the bathroom." She nodded as I slowly turned away from her as I completely forgot where the bathroom is. Thane pointed to the door next to me as I forced a smirk at him.

I walked into the bathroom when I began to cry. I love Thane. But I just can't stand anyone touching me right now. I just. I want him to touch me. I felt sick to my stomach. I don't need space; I need him to hold me, but I don't know how to tell him that. Right now, he is looking at me like a delicate doll and not like he used to. He was backing off of with the way we touched each other once we found out I was pregnant but now. I sighed as I turned on the water and undress. I couldn't look in the mirror. I walked into the shower waiting not listening to me to give me space. I need his touch but don't know how to ask.

I broke down more as I laid my head on the tile of the wall as I slid down and sat in the tub as the water ran over me. I screamed when I heard someone busted into the bathroom, "Bella. Are you okay?" Thane ripped opened the curtain as he sighed. He stepped behind me and got down on the tub floor with him still in his sweatpants. He nervously placed his hands on my knees as I laid my head in his chest as I cried. He kissed my head, "I am here, Princess." He his hands tightened up around me as he pulled into him. We sat there as I sobbed into him until the water turned cold.

We walked downstairs once we got out of the shower as everyone was in the kitchen. I went to turn around when Thane's chest was in my face. He places his arms around me as he whispered, "It is okay. We are all here for you." I looked up at him as he smirked, "It is okay Bella." I took a deep breath as I turned, and he walked me to the island. Everyone looked down as we reached the island. Thane pulled out a chair and had me sit as his mother placed plate of food in front of me, "Eat dear." I nodded as I slowly at my food as Mickey looked up at me as he tilted his head, "How are you feeling?" I turned away from as he sighed, "Talk to me, it is me. Isabella. You know that you are safe here." I nodded, "I know that." He sighed, "Then talk, please."

I could hear the pleading in his throat as Thane signed everyone to leave the kitchen. He leaned down to my ear, "You want me to stay or go?" I shook my head, I don't want him to go but I told him to, "Please, go." He nodded as he kissed my temple, "I will be in the living room. I will not go far." As soon as Thane left Mickey tilted his head at me, "He is worry about you." I turned my head away from him as he sighed, "We are all worry about you."

I shrugged my shoulders, "What am I supposed to say, Mickey? I was r***d while you guys were searching for me." He hit his fist off the island, "Goddamnit, Yes. Tell us what happened. How he got his hands on you and how he hurt you." I shook my head as he sucked in his teeth, "I understand that it been less than a day since this s**t had happened, but the sooner you talk the better you get back to living your life." He placed his hand into mine when I quickly took my hand away as he sighed, "Christ, Isabella. If you don't talk to me at least talk to Thane. He knows what you are going through." I raised my eyebrow at him as he sighed, "Remember his stepmother r***d him." A tear ran down my face, "I know but..." Mickey shook his head, "There is no buts, Isabella. You are going through a lot right now and you need someone to help you through this and if is not me then you need to talk to Thane."

I sighed as there a tap on the door as Jamie came into the kitchen. I narrowed my eyes at her as she sighed, "I know I am the last person you want to see right now. I just had to make sure that you are okay." I sighed, "Thane called you?" She nodded his head, "Yes, he told me that you were missing and thinks that his dad was involved." My heart hit my stomach as I remember the man saying that he didn't know who Steven was.

She sighed as she went into the fridge and pulled out two waters, "I would offer you a beer but that is not good for the baby." I smirked at her as I took the bottle of water, "Isabella, I just wanted you to know that if you need through this. I am here." I went to say something as she held up her hand, "I understand I am the last person you want to open up to but please. I might be able to help." She looked up at Thane, "This doesn't excuse what I placed Thane through, but I know what you been through. I been there myself." I looked up at her. She is just as f****d up. Broken as Thane and I was. 

I placed my hand on my stomach as there is a little bump there when Thane clear his throat, "We will make the cycle stops with the abuse the two of us have been through." I looked back at him as he walked back into the room as Jamie and Mickey smiled at me before leaving. I looked down at the floor, "Thane." He held up his hand and walked over and placed his on my stomach, "We will be better parents then your mom and my father. We will never let this happened to our child."

I whispered to him, "I can't." He placed his fingers on my chin lifted it up, "But your eyes are pleading to me to be near you." I tried to look away from him as he leaned towards me, "Princess. I am here. Even if your mouth tells me no., I can see in your eyes that you need me. I am not going to push you. I am just going to be here when you are ready."

I threw my arms around his neck as I forced my lips to his as he moaned, "Princess. Not yet." I slowly pulled away from him as he sighed as he his hand slid down my arms giving me chills, "I know you want me to touch you and take that pain away but I can't do that right now. You been too much. I don't want you to hate me later." I looked up at him, "But I want you." He chuckled, "I know, and I want you too but give it a couple days once things are settled down. If you still want me to touch you then I will."

His hand reached my knee as he laid them there. I placed my hand on his and guide it up my leg then to middle of my sweatpants as he groaned, "Princess Please." I leaned towards him as his hand tightened around my sweatpants as I whispered, "Please. I need to feel your touch." He placed his head on my shoulder as his fingers started to rub lightly against the fabric as I let out a whimper. A plead for him to make feel better. He turned his face when his lips touched my skin against me as he pushed his hand against the fabric as I whispered as I breathed heavily, "Just your hand." His mouth opened as he placed his teeth on my shoulder as he breathed heavily, "Are you sure you want this? Right now. Once my hands are in your pants. I can't take it back."

I nodded as I need him to touch me. Get the feeling of being r**e off of me. Give me the control back on who can and can't touched me. I wanted him and only him." He hands slid into my pants as I arched my back as he slid through my slit lightly as I leaned against his head, "Don't treat me like glass." His muscles tightened as he slid his finger into me as I slid closer to his hand as I moaned. HIs finger started to move in and out of me when I started to move my hips. "Thane." I whispered into his ear, "I need you." He pushed his finger deep inside of me as he picked up the pace with his muscles tighten around me as my lips are clenching around his finger.

He moves his finger in and out of me as I moaned, "Please." He looked up at me with tears in his eyes. I can tell this is killing him. He wants to take me but doesn't know how to. I looked to the stairs as I whispered, "Upstairs." He slid his finger out of me and nodded as he picked me up off the stool. I wrapped my legs around him as he held me close to him. I kissed his neck softly as I can feel him twitch at every touch I make.

He laid me on the bed as he looked into my eyes, "Are you sure about this?" I nodded to him, "I need this." He nodded as he pulled down my sweatpants to the floor as he lifted up and unzipped his pants. He leaned over me as he lifted my leg as he looked me into my eyes as I smirked at him, "Take me Thane. I need to feel you in me." He groaned as he pushed himself into me as I arched my back. I moaned, "Harder." He started to slid out then slammed himself back into me as I held on his neck. His eyes closed slowly as he picked the pace as I moaned, he grabbed my hip as he pushed into me deep as I scream, "Oh my god." Thane." I can see him fight it as I kissed his lips, "Let loose, baby."

He slammed into me harder and deeper as he roars into my ear. He lips started to nip over my skin as he started to lose control, "I am close." I moaned as clenched around him, "I know." He pushed harder and harder until he released. He took me into his arms and lifted me up as he had him inside of me pushing himself deep as I felt him twitch as he releases. He held me there as I started to tear up. He pulled away as he wiped a tear away, "I am sorry, Princess. I shouldn't have..."

I shook my head, "I told you too. I wanted the control." He placed his lips on my forehead, "We are okay?" I turned my head, "We are okay." He sighed, "I love you." I couldn't say it instead I held him close to me as he placed his lips on my neck.