Returning Home

Chapter 04 - Hands to Yourself?

POV - Axel

I stormed out of the house in some black jeans and a black t-shirt to go to the bar to meet my sister and my mate. I just spent the last couple of hours arguing about how i will not marry Dee. i don't know a single guy she hasn't f****d and I refuse to be married to her i general but especially when her sister is my mate. i can't even use that as an argument though since she is wolfless she won't even feel the bond and with all the f*****g stink eye she gave me today I don't even know if she still likes me as a friend.

I've been so preoccupied with Alpha training but also I can't be around her because if she riles me up I will f**k her and mark her right then and there. i have always loved her and i always will. I'm so nervous if she doesn't get her wolf. can I have a wolfless Luna. will she even want me. I know soon I won't be able to hold back. Her in those jeans and tank had me readjusting all day up untill Dee started feeling me up. Even thinking about Dee has bile rise in my throat. I would really truly rather be with a man. My sister's mate James comes to mind, handsome and respectable, yeah I'd f**k him before I'd make that b***h my Luna.

i pushed the thought to the back of my mind and opened the door to the bar. it was packed but being tall I could see over the crowd. i was late due to my pointless argument with dad. i wouldn't marry Dee anyway because I do have a mate I just have to make it work. i sport Amelia and Felix straight away taking shots at the bar. Amelia turns around and if looks could kill hers would have dropped me on the spot.

"what the f**k did I do now?" I mind linked her only to get no response other than her turning around and taking another shot with my mate.

Felix was wearing a little black body con dress which framed her curves perfectly and she must have already been drunk cause I could see the edge of her perfectly round ass at one of the sides hanging out. My c**k pushed against the edge of my zip throbbing at the sight as I felt my wolf growl that she was out in public looking like this. this should only be for me. i stormed over knowing this was my sister's doing and knowing that I was going to be ripping out any single unmated wolves eyes if they so much as looked her way so I just tried to focus on pushing my way over to her.

Her beautiful thick thighs were on display and I so desperately wanted to have those juicy thighs wrapped around my head.

"take her away and mark her now. they have to know she's yours" Atlas growled in my mind and i pushed him back. i couldn't do that to her and it was hard enough to control myself without him. Suddenly i felt someone grind against me and I immediately went flaccid at the touch. In someways it was a blessing.

"hey sexy how about a dance with your fiance" Dee said in a voice that made my head hurt. i grabbed her hand which was staring to trace down my stomach and pulled her in to whisper.

"i will never marry you. f**k off" but by the time i looked up I locked eyes with Felix who was looking at me with the same hurt I saw in her eyes when she found out about the marriage. Did she know of our bond or was she just hurt I might be making her party into an engagement thing after ruining her lunch. Dee and I looked close but it was just to save face so the words I say stay quiet.

I can see how it could look.

my grip tightened on Dees wrist I think probably not far from breaking but all my anger at the situation was being let out here. i looked down to see her shaking and i finally threw her away storming off the the bar for a drink. when I got there Felix and Amelia had left and I ordered a whisky neat on the rocks.

as I sipped my drink I tried to spot Felix again. I saw her in the crowed dancing and grinding on my sister. I never thought i would be jealous of my sister but i couldn't help it. She was mated and all but I know she was into women too. I would not be surprised if before the mate bonds they had kissed. They would have been too young for anything else but god know they loved that fake wedding s**t. Wolves only just started with the whole marriage after mating stuff mostly just to make it clear to other beings what our bonds meant to us.

"what the f**k do you think you're doing. she's drunk and she practically naked take her home" I thundered at Amelia through the mind link.

"she's had a hard day Axel we are having fun. and it you haven't noticed we are all drunk and we are all dressed the same it's hot. she looks hot. I am sure some other guy will be happy to see her looking so sexy, maybe they can take her home." When I looked up at her she smirked. i never told her of the bond but she was acting like she knew playing with my feelings. it had been easy to keep my feelings hidden because she hadn't shown interest previously in other men. when I didn't move she rolled her eyes at me and I took a seat at the bar watching my little mate grind on my sister. all I could think about is her doing that to me. f**k this was going to be a long and hard night.

"okay whatever have it your way but pull down her skirt her ass is out" she rolled her eyes again but did as I said.

i watch for what felt like hours just drinking by myself James danced behind Amelia who danced behind Felix who just looked amazing. James would come over to get the girls drinks and chat as the night wore on and he kept inviting me over but I knew I wouldn't be able to hold myself back. i had been hard all night watching her and keeping an eye on the men around her. she is not going to be taken before I get a chance to win her over. I finally went over to the group bringing more drinks and giving them to everyone. Vodka redbulls seemed like the right choice for 11pm to keep them going.

Felix obviously wasn't going to shift tonight be especially not while so intoxicated. how many times has my sister done this to her that she takes it so well. My sister suddenly left to go to the bathroom and as she passed me she slurred

"tage car of her" which I can only assume means make sure she stays standing. she was still just dancing in her own world as if Amelia was still behind her.

she took a slight stumble forward and before I knew it I was behind her pulling he up by her waste. she stood again and started grinding on me probably thinking I was my sister. but I couldn't pull away I have wanted this for so long I just danced with her. I ran my fingers over her neck pulling her messy hair back a bit and took a big breath of her scent. she smelt like rain and it made my already hard c**k pulse.

suddenly she spun around and I wrapped my arms around her pulling her into the air and pulling her legs around my waist. she pushed and looked so sexy and innocent.

"S-s-sorry I thought you were Amelia" she forced out quietly.

i leaned in to her hair taking in her scent and rubbing my head against her to cover her with mine smiling down at her the whole time "I hope I haven't disappointed you baby" she pulled back in shock but i pushed her back against me. her covered p***y was rubbing against my c**k over my jeans. i let out a small growl in approval as she softly moaned digging her fingers into my shoulders. This is so f*****g perfect I could live in this moment forever. I hadn't meant to do this so quickly after coming over here but I just can't control it. And it felt so good having her grind on me before. I was worried I would finish in my pants and have to leave. the risk was higher in this position but I couldn't resist.

"I-I'm not di-dis-appointed but wh-why are you doing this to me. Yo-you have a fiancee... why me." she reminded me that she was not aware of our bond. i was sure now was a good time also i needed to know if she'd accept me. i didn't think I could stop here. i laced my fingers in her hair and pulled it back exposing her neck. i kissed up from her shoulders to her ear and nibbled lightly on her ear lobe. she let out a breathless moan and my c**k twitched again. f**k i need to be inside of her.

"because you are my mate and I can't wait any longer for you to recognize me I need you now in anyway you are willing to give yourself. I want you to recognize me" i groaned out in a husk voice mixed with my wolf and deeper than my own. i looked her in the eyes and she looked scared so I pulled her back into me and kissed her.

"I-I... Yes" she said smiling at me. I could see the lust filling her eyes and my wolf howled in excitement.

POV - Felix

my heart raged in my chest and Ferra howled in excitement. he deepened the kiss moving his tongue across my lips begging for access which I granted.

Did this mean he has accepted me?

The thought was replaced with desire the second he entered my mouth thrusting this tongue around mine fighting for dominance. My stomach rolled giving me a fuzzy feeling that spread to my core. Around him this feeling was not unfamiliar but this was the first taste that made me want more and my first real kiss.

I couldn't help but grind my wet p***y against him. the flimsy fabric of my panties doing little to keep the flood gates closed as he moaned softly into my mouth. I was sure we were making quite the scene and that my arousal would be dripping onto his jeans. Suddenly as quickly as it began he put me down my legs almost giving out but he held me up. At that second he straightened my dress and hair and looked ahead waving to Amelia. They were back, wherever they had been they likely hadn't seen what had happened and obviously Axel had not wanted them to.

"I need to go to the bathroom" I blurted out as I ran. When I got there it was much like the rest of the pack unisex communal with seperate cubicals. I was sure i smelled of desire after that and i quickly cleaned myself up and got back out.

He's not accepting us he just wants to get his d**k wet. I stormed back to the group adamant that I would keep my cool and take this for what it was.

Nothing.

He was just acting like nothing happened now. Was he embarrassed or what. He wasn't making eye contact with me making my heart drop to my stomach.

I don't care.

I can't care.

He has a fiance obviously this was a mistake. He was embarrassed. The bond made him want me but I don't think I will ever be more than s*x. I knew this would happen. I knew he wouldn't accept a wolfless mate. Someone so weak in his eyes.

I took Amelia's hand and started dancing again ignoring Axel. I would not be a pawn in his game whatever it was. I would not consider being his side piece while he married my sister and made her his Luna. I will reject him or accept his rejection when it came. I was strong. Though it is mostly fueled by the alcohol and while in this state I know I can do what needs to be done. What I won't be able to do sober.

As the night bleared on I continued drinking but I could feel Axel burning a hole through me. He tried to dance with me again while Amelia and James were busy and I tried to blow him off again but he grabbed my wrist and pulled me in bending down to reach my ear. I felt my belly go fuzzy again and my mind roam back to before. Oh my goddess how can he do this to me so easily. I am so wrong about my ability to resist him.

"look Felix about before I wanted to keep going I just don't know how you feel about it so I didn't want to embarrass you in front of your friends..." I looked into his eyes looking for any sign he was lying but i couldn't tell.

"look Axel. I've always liked you and always known you are the Alpha to be but I need to know are you accepting me or if this is for pitty before your rejection. Are you just trying to fulfill some fantasy of your wolf before you make Dee your Luna." I spat the last part like venom and he looked genuinely hurt that i would think that. Before I could even think anything else through a smirk spread across his face and signaled for his sister and our friends to join us in a private room off to the side.

they looked confused and we're all looking at eachother with a puzzled look. Axel took my waste between his hands and pulled me into him my back against him. I saw my Brothers eyes turn to anger and Amelia's spark with joy.

"Felix is my mate. she can't feel the bond but i can and now that she is 18 I have chosen to persue her." he turned to look at me hopeful that he had done the right thing "can we dance together now" I laughed at the big Alpha begging me too a dance but nodded.