DEAD ALIVE

AGONY

The sun was burning hot, my back was bleeding from being struck several times, this was too hard, i don't think that i could keep up. I was back to the plantation for good, things have gotten so hard for me since I left my master's house.

I made the decision to keep the baby because I wanted to stay alive, what happened to Anna was a lesson for me. I didn't want to die and I also didn't want the baby. It's been ten days since master kicked me out of his home, I was grateful to be away from him, but i had hopes that he would change his mind and let me and the baby back, I didn't need him to be a father to my baby, i just didn't want to be out here under this hot burning sun, getting whipped for no reason at all. I didn't want my baby to be out here too, my baby is going to be a mulatto and