I wish this ladies would stop gossiping and laughing this loud, they were making my head bang with all that noise. I sat with them in the kitchen uninterested in what they were talking about i had bigger problems on my hands at the moment. I tried not to think about it for the past three days but i simply couldn't ignore the fact my period was late anymore. My mind has been trouble ever since i noticed that i was late, i would always push the thought behind, but its being eating at me lately, I simply wouldn't know what to do if i were pregnant again, surely abortion wouldn't be one of my options, the only options I'm left with, is either keeping the baby or killing my self. No of those sounds good to me. I can't be pregnant, I've being very careful and consistent with drinking the awf

