BELLAS P.O.V-
4 weeks later:
Guess what!? I'm alive. Weird right? Considering Andys been gone for a whole month now.
He's been texting me at least once a day and calls me when he can. I miss him so bad and it's not the same without him home but Ellie has been really helping me out with that. I've been drinking a lot more than I used to. I fall asleep drunk a lot. I don't know if Ellie has noticed the whiskey and wine bottles in my room but she's been sleeping on an air mattress out in the main room.
I work about 40-50 hours a week and go to school 4-5 days a week. It varies from week to week, but I am preoccupied. My heart is still aching but I did it. I preoccupied myself and I'm surviving.
Tonight is Friday and it's Halloween. I volunteered to hang out with Craig at moms house whi
