BELLAS P.O.V-
I was crying so hard I was starting to hyperventilate. The regret was breaking me and I felt like I was literally falling apart. I missed Andy, I needed Andy... How was I going to get through this? Why did I have to be so irrational!?
I needed to distract myself from these thoughts. I had to try. Maybe a shower would loosen my tense muscles.... And tense brain....
I slowly got up from the bed and headed into the bathroom, where I stripped completely and stepped into the water that I had made scorching hot. I whimpered feeling it hit my skin. At first it hurt but then it started to feel good. Haha... Even being in the shower reminded me of Andy.
I rested my forehead against the shower wall and let the water hammer my back.
And then I started to sing to myself...
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