I stared at the sterile ceiling, the sharp smell of antiseptic biting at my nostrils. My thoughts hovered around yesterday’s events, the quiet hours when I lay awake until 2 a.m., exposed, vulnerable, while the world slept.
Morning arrived quickly. Nurses moved around me with routine precision, adjusting tubes, checking numbers, recording data. Through the window, the sky stretched pale and indifferent, adding a faint color to my already pale face.
The dialysis machine resumed its rhythmic beep. For months, each sound had felt like a countdown. Now, hope felt negotiable, precarious, conditional.
Kylie appeared, balancing a paper bag in one hand and a milk tea in the other. She smiled, masking exhaustion, but I could see through it. My chest tightened at the sight of her—she was running on fumes, sacrificing herself for me.
“You good, sis? I went to your favorite bakery downtown and got this.”
She handed me the bag, then collapsed into the chair beside my bed, taking a long sip from the tea.
Inside, my favorites stared back: chocolate chip cookies, a fruit parfait, a strawberry smoothie.
“You remembered,” I whispered.
“I love you,” she said.
“Thanks, sis.”
I ate slowly. She handed me a bottle of water, and I noticed the faint shadows beneath her eyes… the burn marks on her wrists.
I grabbed her hands. “What’s this? Burn marks?”
“Just kitchen accidents,” she replied too quickly.
“But you don’t work in a kitchen…”
Her hesitation betrayed her. I saw the weight of unspoken truths pressing against her.
“Talk to me,” I urged softly.
“It’s nothing. I just picked up a few extra shifts. That’s all. Nothing to worry about.”
I stared, helpless. She had given so much for me, and I couldn’t fix it.
“It’s fine. Temporary. Once the surgery is done, I’ll drop a few shifts,” she murmured, trying to soothe me.
A long silence stretched between us. I wanted to reassure her, to promise her everything would be okay.
“I’m not going to die,” I blurted without thinking.
She smiled faintly, a fragile curve, and the quiet lingered.
“Hmm… I don’t know if I should tell you this, but I’ll tell you anyway,” she said finally.
“What is it?”
“You know I told you Richard came by the house yesterday?”
“Yes…”
“He was in your room. For a long time. Just… staring.”
A shiver ran down my spine. “Staring?”
“Yes. Determined. Resolved.”
“He also said he’s meeting with the hospital board about your transplant procedure. He said the paperwork can be accelerated.”
I barely breathed. “How?”
The answer was in her eyes before she could speak.
A quiet knock interrupted us. Richard entered without waiting. No paper bag this time—just his sharp, impeccable presence. His suit was immaculate, his movements precise. He belonged anywhere but here, yet somehow, he belonged here too.
After brief pleasantries, he spoke.
“I’ve spoken with the hospital board. Final approval should happen this week. Your surgery can be scheduled soon.”
Not bragging. Competent. Controlled.
“You don’t have to rush,” I said softly.
He tilted his head, eyes assessing. “Why do you treat survival like a luxury… or a favor?”
“No, that’s not what I meant—”
“Then let me handle it,” he interrupted, gentle but firm. “You’ll be out of here soon.”
He stroked my hand, ruffling my hair before looking at Kylie.
“I have business tonight. Please take care of her. Dinner will be brought to you both.”
With a practiced smile, he left. I watched until his back disappeared, calm and unbothered, yet leaving a pressure that lingered in the room.
I turned to Kylie, who looked relieved. I forced a smile, unwilling to ruin this fragile moment.
Before either of us could speak, a knock announced dinner.
We ate quietly. Later, Kylie curled up on the couch opposite my bed, exhaustion finally claiming her. I followed soon after, drifting into a sleep that felt safer with her near.