By the time winter settled fully over the rogue territories, Clara's belly had grown heavy enough that even simple tasks left her breathless.
Mira had grown stricter as the months passed, insisting Clara rest more, eat more, stay closer to the cottage than her restless nature preferred. Clara understood the reasoning even when she chafed against it. She was due within weeks now, and Mira had made clear, in her blunt and practical way, that childbirth in the rogue territories killed more mothers than any other danger these woods offered.
The days had grown short and grey, the cottage warmed only by the fire Mira kept burning through the long nights. Clara spent most of her time now seated near the hearth, mending torn cloth or grinding herbs Mira set before her, her hands finding purpose even when her body demanded rest. She had stopped counting the weeks since her banishment. It no longer felt like a wound she measured, only a distance she had traveled to arrive at this quiet, snowbound life.
"You are strong," Mira told her one frost bitten morning, checking the swell of Clara's stomach with careful, experienced hands. "But strength alone does not guarantee an easy birth. I need you rested when the time comes, not exhausted from chasing rabbits through the snow."
Clara managed a tired laugh. "I was gathering firewood, not chasing rabbits."
"Same principle." Mira's sharp eyes softened slightly as she straightened. "The pup is positioned well. Head down, strong movement. Whatever else this winter brings, that much is good news."
The good news did not last long. Three days later, a stranger's scent drifted through the tree line surrounding Mira's cottage, sharp and unfamiliar, carrying none of the calm neutrality most passing rogues offered out of respect for Mira's reputation. Clara noticed it first, her senses sharpened by months of learning to read the forest the way Mira had taught her.
"Someone is out there," she said quietly, setting down the herbs she had been sorting.
Mira moved to the window, her expression hardening as she studied the tree line beyond the garden. "Rogue scouts, most likely. From one of the larger camps to the east. They come through occasionally, testing whether isolated cottages are worth raiding."
Fear coiled tight in Clara's chest, sharper than any fear she had felt since her banishment. It was not only her own safety at risk now. She pressed a protective hand over her stomach, feeling the child shift beneath her palm as though sensing her sudden tension.
"Will they come to the door?"
"Not if they have any sense." Mira's voice carried none of the warmth Clara had grown used to over the past months. This was a different side of her, harder and more dangerous, the side that had apparently kept her alive alone in these woods for decades. "They know what I am capable of, and they know a healer with my reputation is worth more to them alive and willing to trade than dead over a raid gone wrong. But you are unfamiliar to them. Pregnant, unclaimed, and alone except for an old woman. That makes you a target regardless of what they think of me."
The footsteps came closer that evening, circling the edge of the clearing rather than approaching directly, the deliberate movement of wolves scouting rather than attacking outright. Clara sat rigid by the fire, every instinct screaming at her to run even as her body, heavy and slow with pregnancy, offered her nowhere safe to run to.
Mira stepped outside alone as darkness fell, her shawl wrapped tight against the cold, and Clara listened through the thin cottage walls as the old woman's voice carried across the clearing, low and commanding in a tone Clara had never heard her use before.
"I know you are there. Whatever you came for, know that this cottage and everyone inside it falls under my protection. I have saved the lives of enough rogue Alphas in these woods that even the boldest among you should think carefully before testing that protection."
Silence stretched long enough that Clara's heart pounded painfully against her ribs. Then, finally, the sound of retreating footsteps, moving away through the underbrush until the forest fell quiet again.
Mira returned inside, her expression weary in a way Clara had not seen before. "They will not return tonight. Whether they return at all depends on how desperate their camp has become this winter. Desperate wolves make dangerous decisions."
The encounter left Clara shaken for days afterward, jumping at shadows that had never bothered her before, sleeping poorly despite her exhaustion. It was nearly a week later, in the deep hours of a cold, moonless night, that the first sharp pain tore through her lower back, radiating forward until she understood, with sudden and undeniable clarity, that this was not the same discomfort she had grown accustomed to over the past months.
"Mira." Her voice came out strangled, gripping the edge of the table as another wave of pain rolled through her. "Something is happening."
Mira was at her side within seconds, years of experience evident in the calm, efficient way she guided Clara toward the small back room she had prepared weeks earlier for exactly this moment. "How far apart are the pains?"
"I do not know. Close. Too close." Clara gasped as another contraction gripped her, sharper than the last, leaving her breathless and trembling against Mira's steadying arm.
"Then your son has decided tonight is the night, regardless of what either of us planned." Mira's voice remained steady despite the urgency in her movements, gathering clean linens and the herbs she had prepared months in advance for exactly this purpose. "Breathe, Clara. You have survived worse than this. You will survive this too."
The hours that followed blurred together into a haze of pain and Mira's steady, unwavering voice guiding her through each contraction. There were moments Clara was certain she could not continue, moments the pain crested so high she cried out despite herself, and each time Mira was there, murmuring instructions, pressing a cool cloth to her forehead, reminding her to breathe when her body wanted only to fight against the pain rather than move through it.
Clara gripped the edge of the bed as another contraction rolled through her, thinking of the courtyard, of Liam's cold rejection, of the long walk into these woods with nothing but grief and a secret she had not yet understood. All of it had led here, to this small back room in a cottage buried deep in rogue territory, on the verge of bringing a new life into a world that had shown her so little mercy of its own.
Outside, snow had begun falling again, soft and silent against the cottage windows, as though the forest itself had gone still to witness what was about to happen inside.
"I am ready," Clara whispered, though whether she believed the words or simply needed to say them aloud, she could not have said. "Whatever comes next, I am ready."