My New Papa

Chapter Fifteen

hank all of you who have read, voted, and commented on this story. Because of all of you I hate reached over six thousand reads . This chapter is dedicated to the following people: shania54321, musicadictted, Deadra, and Living_Like_Carrie. Remember if you want the next chapter dedicated to you then you must vote AND comment on this chapter. I look forward to all of your wonderful comments. Anyways I want to know if any of you have figured out who Alekander's mother and his brothers are, if so then message me and I'll tell you if you're right it wrong. PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU READ THE AUTHORS NOTE AT THE END OF THIS CHAPTER. Now my dearies onto the story.

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Alekander's P. O. V.

This pain in my chest won't go away. When I finally made it back from Ryuu's I told Mr. Gallows what had happened, well almost everthing. I didn't tell him that I could get pregnant. I don't know what I expected to happen but I never expected for Mr. Gallows to completely ignore me. After I told him that a man who claimed to be my real father kidnapped me and only let me go when I promised him that he could come over so that we could talk more. Mr. Gallows slowly stood up and just walked away and ever since then he has done everything that he could to stay away from me. It just hurts so much that he wants nothing to do with me because of something that wasn't even my fault. I love Mr. gallows with all my heart but I guess he just doesn't feel the same even after all the times we had s*x. I guess he just used me and I was stupid enough to think that he ever cared for me.

I decided after a few weeks to move in with Ryuu. We got to know each other well these past weeks and we are more like good friends right now. I really don't want to leave but I can't stand living somewhere I don't feel wanted. At least I know that Ryuu wants me to live with him and try to get along like a father and son should, and who knows maybe this fiance that he was talking about when we first met will be the man I'm supposed to end up with. I want to be happy and I feel like I could be with Mr. Gallows but I could be wrong, this mystry guy that's supposed to be my fiance could be the ONE.

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My life is just so messed up now. I wish that Mr. Gallows never adopted me, I wish that none of this ever happened. I hate feeling like I keep messing everything up no matter what I do. If I was never adopted then I would have had a good few months in the orphanage before I moved out on my eighteenth birthday and started a new happy life. With the way everything has been going recently I just keep falling deeper and deeper into a dark and unyeilding depression. I don't know what to do, I don't want anyone to know about how I'm feeling because I'm scared of what they will think of me.

I finally met the man that was supposed to be my fiance yesterday. The only good thing about the man is his looks. When we first met he asked me what brothel I worked for and how much do I cost per hour. That pissed me off so much that I punched him in the face and broke his nose, then I grabbed those tiny things between his legs that he calls balls and tried to rip them off. I probably would have succeded too if Ryuu hadn't come in the door when he did. After that the man called me a crazy bastard and told me to burn before he ran out the door. I flipped him off and told him that he would burn way before I did before letting out an angry huff and stomping to my room.

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I really didn't know what to write with this chapter, hopefully the next one will be better.The first person to comment on this chapter will get to choose what they want the next chapter to be about. It can be about any of the characters on here so good luck. next chapter is dedicated to the first three who vote AND comment on this chapter.