After awhile has passed, I've been down. Blue, mostly of the time. I see everyone with their mates and their kids and I see myself with nothing. I feel like I'm a worthless wolf, or alpha.
After having the nieces and nephews for the past few months on the weekends, I told myself that I couldn't do it anymore. I couldn't handle the stress of the pack, let alone run it. Maybe my father gave it up to early.
One afternoon, I went to my fathers and had a talk with him. About thinking; stepping down for awhile.
"Son, because you don't have a mate or kids don't mean your worthless. Theirs a lot of alphas that don't have either one of those or one of those and if they have a mate or not or even a child or not, they still doing great running their packs. I ran it just fine without a mate and I
