Im Mated To My Cousin

Chapter 9

LEXYS POV 

I stormed out of the dinning room i didnt even finished eating after the blow up with Blake and my parents i was annoyed, i hated my self more with that the mate bond is stronger then what i thought, and with me being an alpha and blake have alpha blood and me knowing hes my mate, me an my wolf have some more submission for blake as he will be the alpha male. 

I sighed and pushed open the back door and slammed it, then flopped into the grass, i watched the other young kids playing, they didnt have to worry about mates yet or training. i wished i still had that, i really do, not having to worry about a mate or the mate bond is easier on you. 

But i suppose id have to worry about it sooner or later, doesnt help i dont want to be the next alpha nor i dont want to train, hell i didnt even asked to be a wolf. 

Get that idea out of your f*****g head human Jayda growled 

Think about it jay we wouldnt have a mate and you wouldnt have me for your human i growled back 

i dont care we were put together the moon goddess paired us together we are one now deal with it 

i closed the link jay was right we are one but i dont want to keep this s**t going with blake, but i cant reject him no matter how hard i hated us being mates i cant hurt him like that nor his wolf or mine 

"Little wolf" i heard 

i turned to my mum "Yes"

"Come on, come eat" she said holding her hand out

I sighed and went with her, everyone normally stays in the dinning room for 2-3 hours even if we stay an talk till the next meal is never matters, i followed mum, i got to the dinning room and it seemed no one had ate, i just looked at my mum.

"We wanted to wait for you" she linked 

i just nodded and went to my seat on the other side of my mum and a crossed from blake.

Once i sat everyone started eating i just played with my food "Eat" i heard 

i looked up to see blake giving me a look i knew it was him ignored him and kept playing with my food, i didnt want to eat.

"Alex" i heard and ignored it 

"Lexy"

"ALEX" i snapped my head to my father 

"What" i snapped back 

"Whats going on with you" mum asked 

i rolled my eyes and stared down at my food

"Lexy Come on talk to me" mum whined though my head

"Alex my office after your done" my father growled 

"If i feel like it" i muttered which earned a growl from him and blake

"Fine do what you want see if i care as of now you wanna keep up your attitude your grounded till you snap out of it" dad growled and stormed away 

I growled back, i was being unreasonable but so is my father. Mum just gave me a look i knew id be in for it later. Mum walked out shortly after my dad, i sighed and went for a walk into the woods.

I walked a bit into the woods then i was tackled by nun other then blake.

I growled at him 

"Dont f*****g growl at me" he snapped which made jay whine 

i rolled my eyes to her "Illl do what i damn well please" i pushed him off me and got up walking away

He ran in front of me and blocked me "Blake f**k off"

"No your gonna talk to me, i cant keep playing bad guy" he said 

"Bad guy you had your tongue down someone elses throat at your party when you damn well knew i was your f*****g mate" i snapped 

His eyes flickered between black and his green ish blue eyes showing his wolf didnt like me talking to his human like this.

"I tried to tell you i didnt kiss her she kissed me" he growled 

"its the fact you still didnt do s**t but let your man w***e ways take over" i yelled a bit

That did it blake snapped and pushed me into a tree growling 

"DONT YOU ARE SPEAK TO ME LIKE THAT YOU KNOW DAMN WELL THAT I DIDNT ENJOY KISSING HER, YOU KNOW IVE LOVED YOU SINCE THE DAYS WE CAN REMEMBER, CALL ME A MAN w***e BUT I HAVENT HAD s*x WITH ANYONE IM SAVING MY SELF FOR MY MATE THANK YOU" He yelled 

I just stared i did feel bad i have been acting like an ass but still seeing my mate touching another female sucks. 

"Look i know i shouldnt have let her touch me, i know ive become more possessive over you i know ive been more extra with you and im sorry i cant help it" he said letting me go

i didnt know what to say i really didnt i just looked down at my feet

I felt blakes hand lift my chin so i could look at him, And i did.

"Look im sorry for snapping at you but please bare with me, us being mates with be hard but im willing to try if you will" he said 

"Im sorry to, i know im being unreasonable but you need to understand i dont do with people telling me what to do" i said 

"Well love get use to it, i have more alpha blood in me plus im a male so i demand for more submission from you and you answer to me now" he said 

i growled a bit, which earned a smack on my ass from blake i just looked at him, he pulled me close and his lips met him, i was shocked at first but i let it happen, my first kiss was with my mate, we are willing to give it a try but i dont know how im gonna feel about telling everyone when the time comes blake will be taking alpha title cuz dad knows i dont want to nor does the twins, so blake it next wither he knows or not.