Of course I knew about the bet, Zayn had told me earlier but I didn't care at that moment because I was still numb and broken, i didn't care about Harry and whatever he did but now it really hit me like a ton of bricks because, i gave myself to Harry. I loved him all over again. Sadly Harry and I weren't meant to be, bad things always happened when we were together. A part of me had used this as an opportunity to break off whatever we had. I was getting cold feet, especially after we had made things offal in the morning. I needed to break off whatever we had, was for the summer now it's back to reality and reality is i need to end all the feelings I have for Harry because they always destroy me.
Harry could never love me, I'm just glad he stalled for the s*x.
I was walking away from my
