Goodbye [JiminXReader]

Episode 3

YOUR POV 

I walked to the medical room to take some bandages and plaster to take care of my wounds, bruises and cuts. Miss Kim, the medical teacher did not care about me taking the bandages without her permission because I would come here every day. She would not ask what happen nor care because she thinks that it's a waste of time treating the wounds when the cuts will open again (wow, what kind of "nurse" is this ) I took all the stuff that I need and went to the toilet. I went to the last stall in the girl's toilet and locked the door. I lifted up my shirt and saw a big bruise on my stomach, starting to form. After I treated all my wounds, I decided to find my "best friend" .... the razor blade. I took out one of my thousands of razor blades from my bag that my bullies threw in, roll up my sleeves and started drawing lines in my wrist. I let the blade cut my skin, slowly but deeply. Blood started to gush out and drip onto the floor. The white ceramic floor soon became reddish, filled with blood. I cleaned the floor and went out to wash my hand. The water stings my cut, I hissed softly, not wanting anybody to hear. Once I cleaned my cuts I went out of the toilet to see 7 boys standing outside of the door, waiting for me. 

"Done cutting yourself, suicidal kid ? " jungkook said 

"Why don't you just kill yourself, you attention w***e," jimin said and everyone was laughing, by everyone I meant BTS and people passing by. I felt my heart broken into pieces after hearing what jimin said. I knew he will never date an ugly, nerd girl. Instead, he would date somebody like the queenka, Kim hyunnie. In fact, they are dating. It hurts me when I heard that they started dating a few months ago, and that's when I started to cut myself. When I was in my thoughts, Kim namjoon, the leader of BTS, pushed me to the ground. Taehyung stepped on my fresh cuts that hadn't been treated. I could only feel the pain and groaned quietly. I think someone heard when they pull my arm up, forcefully making me stand up. I saw who was pulling me up and it breaks my hurt seeing him looking at me with disgust. It was jimin. He pressed hard on my wrist, making me winced in the pain. Jungkook Then started to slap me twice on the same cheek, making it twice the pain. 

"I thought you guys say to meet you in the basement after school? Then why are you b-beating me up n-now? " I stuttered out. 

"Well, we just feel like hitting you. It's like our exercises after we eat you know? " Taehyung said. They then pushed me to the ground and walked away. I was sitting there on the ground, waiting for someone to help me but of course, no one will help me. I saw my brother and his group, MONSTA X, passed me by. They all gave me a disgusted glare. My brother stopped and stood right in front of me, squatting down to my level. He grabs my chin forcefully making me lookup. I look straight into his brown eyes and he glared into mine. Before I could say anything, I felt my cheek burning. My brother slapped me. "Slut" was the last thing he said before walking away with his friends. I held back my tears, not wanting to show my weak side to them because they will laugh at me, again. I stood up and started walking to class.

HYUNGWON'S POV 

When I was walking down the hall with my group of friends, MONSTA X, I saw yoona getting beaten by BTS. She kept telling them to stop but of course, they wouldn't listen. I then heard them saying some stuff about the basement . I shook it off my mind once BTS went away. I saw her eyes filled with tears but did not cry. I knew since young that Yoona is a strong girl, she wouldn't want to show her weak side to others. I walked towards her, squatting down to her level and grabbed her chin making her face me. I stare into her eyes that had the same colour like me - brown. I wanted to help her up but I remembered what she did to our parents. I slapped her and said "Slut" then I left with my friends. I instantly regretted and wanted to apologise to her but I couldn't, my reputation comes first so does my parents. What she did to Mum and dad was unforgivable. I will never regret hitting her and promise to make her life miserable.