Goodbye [JiminXReader]

Episode 13

YOUR POV

RINGGG , my alarm clock went off again . I sat up immediately , smiling crazily . Guess what ? JIMIN IS TAKING ME OUT ON A DATE !!! I'm so excitedddd . I quickly went to the bathroom and brush my teeth , took a shower and went to my closet , choosing my outfit . I wanted to wear something pretty because it's our first date but I have lots of bruises on my body . 'Maybe if I wear long skirt that covered my bruises on my leg and long sleeves to cover my cuts ???' I decided to wear a long skirt and blouse and a high converse to cover the bruises my brother gave me yesterday while he's stepping hard on my ankle . And I was ready to go ! I went down quietly , to check if my brother is awake . Luckily no . I sigh thinking I have to wear long sleeves and leggings to cover up all my bruises . Sometimes I really hate my body , I think that it's ugly and disgusting and that's the reason why I wear long sleeves and pants everyday . But today is a special day so I decided to change a little . I went out quickly because if my brother came down and saw me , he would question me and lock me at home . Oh and for you info , I didn't cook him breakfast because I don't have time . It's either I'll have to make jimin wait for me , or let my brother beat me . I would choose the latter one because I love jimin and would do anything for him :) few moments later I saw a red sport car stop infront of my house . The door window rolled down and I saw jimin . 

"Hey sweetheart ! " he came out of the car and open the car door for me . 

"Hey oppa" I said shyly 

"Aigoo , you look stunning today ! " 

"R-really ? T-thanks ! " I blush and sat myself on the car seat . 

Jimin went to the driver seat and close the door . He buckle up his seatbelt and started driving . It was an awkward silence on the car ride . Jimin decided to break the silence . 

"Sooo, ready to go to the theme park ? "

"Yessss! I've never been before a theme park . I heard there's lots of rides and cotton candy !! " 

"You've never been to a theme park before ?? W-what?!!" 

"Y-yeaaa" I played with my fingers ,fidgeting . Jimin didn't reply back and it was silence again . And this time I decided to break the silence . 

"J-jimin , do you really l-like me ? Or is this just a g-game ?? " I asked looking down . Before he could answer we already reach the theme park . 

"We're here " jimin said unbuckling his seat belt . Jimin went around to my side and open the door for me . 

"Thanks"

"Let's go and buy the tickets ! " and with that we went inside we bought the tickets and went to the roller coaster first . 

"O-oppa I wanna play that first ! " I said pointing to the roller coaster . 

"Are you sure Yoona ah ? You don't look like that kind of person " he said eyeing me up and down . 

"Lets t-try ! " 

We sat the rollercoaster and it was AMAZING ! I LOVE IT ITS SO FUNNNN ! After that we went to the merry go round and the haunted house we even went to the shop and bought some souvenirs .

"Where you want to go next Yoona ? " 

"Hmmmm , maybe .... " my eyes trailed off to the colourful tents far away . " IS THAT A CARNIVAL ?!" I ran off to the carnival. I turned around to see jimin catching up . 

"Oppa I want that teddy bear !!!" I pointed to a big teddy bear .

"Anything for my sweetheart " he winked at me . He tried playing the game but lost at last . Instead he won another stuff animal for me .

 "Sorry I didn't win you that sweetheart...."

"It's okay I like this too !! " 

"R-really ? "

"Yea ! And this plush looks kinda like you too ! It's better than the big teddy bear ! "

"Thank you Yoona ah ! " he hugged me . He WHAT ? HE HUGGED ME OMO !! 

"Y-your welcome ...." I said ,each word getting softer and softer . 

"Let's go to the last ride ! The Ferris wheel ! " 

"Sure !!" 

We went to the Ferris wheel and queue up . Soon it was our turn , we went inside a stall ( dk what izit called ) and it rise up slowly . Jimin sat opposite Of me , facing me . We were staring at each other , it was quiet but a comfortable silence . I just wish we can stay like this forever . 

"Yoona , look ! " he said pointing outside . I turned and saw the beautiful scenery . The stars were shining brightly , the people underneath were laughing and having fun , the lights of the carnival light up making the carnival brighter and prettier . This whole moment is just too beautiful to even describe . I turn back and saw jimin smiling at me . 

"Thank you " I said smiling . 

"H-huh ? For what ? "

"For bringing me here , and everything " 

"Your welcome sweetheart , anything for you " he said smiling back . I didn't reply back and just stare at him . He stare at me too . We kept staring each other , jimin leaned forward and my body move forward as well . Soon our lips touched and the feeling was tremendous ! His soft lips touching mine , it was as if fireworks are exploding inside my stomach ! I really wish we could stay like that , forever . He pulled away from the kiss and look at me while smiling . I smiled back too and it was a genuine smile . Soon the ride ended and i have to go back because I still have to cook for my brother . Before we went home we asked a stranger to help us take a pic of us . After that jimin sent me back home . Once we reached my home we said our goodbyes and gave each other a hug before we seperate . I opened the door quietly , peeking through the gap to see if my brother is still awake and I saw nobody . I was walking up the stairs until my brothers door room opened to reveal him . He stormed towards me and look as if he was fuming . He look mad , very very mad . He came to me and slap me in the face , hard . He pushed me to my bedroom door that is still closed . He kept banging my head on the door handle repeatingly , making my head bleed a little . 

"Why didn't you cook my breakfast you w***e ? And where the f**k are you this morning ? Answer me you cunt ! " my brother shouted angrily at me . 

"I-I went out ...... " I stuttered . 

"With who ? One of the guys you f****d ? You're such a f*****g w***e ! " he said still slamming my head on the handle . 

"I n-never had s*x with a-anybody , n-never ! " I replied , confused as why he thinks that I would go out and have s*x with someone random . At this rate he was fuming angrily as if I could see the smoke coming out from his ears and eyes . He pushed me to the edge of the staircase steps . 

"Did I asked you to reply ? Did I give you the permission to talk back ? No ! You did not obey me today , You did not cook my breakfast , you went out without my permission and now you argueing with me ?!!! You son of a b***h ! " and with that he pushed me down the stairs . I had no more strength left so I just left my body rolled down the stairs . My body made impact with the wooden staircase steps , my body felt as if someone was punching air out of my lungs every time I fall down one steps . After few more rolls I finally reached the end of the staircase . My body right now was weak and hurt , my head was bleeding badly that you could see a pond of blood on the floor if I continued lying on the floor . I knew my brother would ask me to clean up the mess HE made so I quickly stand up . My head hurting badly and my vision was blurry again . My head was dizzy , the world was spinning but I quickly blinked my eyes a few times to get a clearer vision and I don't want to faint at here . When I looked up I saw my brother gone and I went up the stairs , slowly as my vision was still a little bit blurry . Finally I reached my room , I don't have the strength to change and do anything anymore but I decided to write my diary before I go to sleep and pass out . 

"Dear diary , 

Today I went out with jimin . It was our first date . We went to the amusement park . When we were at the car , I was curious as why did jimin suddenly came and confess to me after all these bullying ? He didn't reply and quickly changed the topic . He was suspicious but I quickly shrugged it off as it was our first date and I didn't want to messed it up . We played a lot of rides and have fun . I didn't have fun for quite a long time , since Mum and dad died . We rode the Ferris wheel and guess what ? Jimin kissed me !!!! OMGGG ! It felt ..... unreal yet perfect . He even gave me a plush !! I named it chimmy because it's cute and looked like jimin! Everything was perfect , I felt like Cinderella . But remember what happened to Cinderella passed 12 o'clock ? Everything came crashing down . And that's what happened to me . My brother gave me my punishment and he pushed me down the stairs . My body now hurts badly and my head is still bleeding . Everyday I'm praying that my brother will stop slapping me and beating me . Yes he did stop , but he changed his method of punishing me . He would now push me down and use knife to cut and make me bleed .  My old scars are still on my body , it haven't healed yet but instead I'm getting more cuts everyday . New cuts and bruises everyday for not doing the right thing . What have I done wrong to have to live like this ....... oh right , I "killed" my parents .....I'm beginning to trust what my brother and haters say now ;) 

THE END " 

Once I'm done writing my diary , I fell asleep on my bed , ignoring the pain on my head and body and wishing everything will be better tomorrow .