Uh I say I don’t really remember what happened since I got in this room it’s like watching things through a fog or water Is that a new sensation for you I stare at the beige carpet with brown flecks No I say I guess not How long have you experienced life that way I look at the blue rabbit over my shoulder You can hold that if you want she says I am horrified that she knows I want to hold a stuffed animal like I’m a baby but I grab it crush it to my chest and curl up on the couch Forever I say it’s been like that forever Uh Doctor Janet says I see
NamesI shout at our next meeting a miniature smile flips on Doctor Janet’s lips then disappears I watch it the kind of smile that nice adults hide quickly when a child does something cute because they don’t want to patronize why would she smile a
