ShitI grab my neck buck buck bah buck lean against the camping gear store What’s wrong Tara says out of breath rough brick bites my shoulder I wave at her can’t say anything I don’t know what’s happening I see her face then I see nothing my head brain eyes aren’t working like I’m blind dumb deaf without a nervous system I grab at her wrist miss finger air instead the taste of s**t in my mouth horrible deep stench in my throat nose mouth I gag then cough lean over to throw up but nothing comes out Oh my god Tara says her hand on my back I cough until my stomach hurts throat bleeds red stead trying to get the taste of s**t out of my mouth I stand up car lights smear by in streaks You okay Tara says her hand moving up and down my back makes me feel small desperate for love attention comfort w
