Episode 7
Tears of Angel
Angel POV
He is drunk, he is violent, he is so strong, I am trap by his arms and his kisses, he's holding me tight while kissing my body. I am so weak, I feel so weak by his touch.
"Sir please stop" I am pushing him hard as I can,but he's still kissing me.
"Ugh don't call me Sir my Angel, call me on my name"
He take off his shirt, we are in his room, he drag me here, I don't know what to do. I look around at his room, he is living like a prince.
"Angel, why you don't like me? But I like to taste you, you're making me crazy"
He is really drunk, he's touching me, he's rubbing his palm against my breast. It make me cringe.
His action is getting aggressive, I want to shout for help, but everything will be the end for me for sure. My tear starts to flow I am so desperate to end this.
I just want to escape from poverty, I just want a simple life but why God doesn't permit me? I always pity myself, but some people envy my beauty, I don't understand this is just a face and body, I'd rather choose a simple life than this beauty.
I stop rebelling against his touch, I just start to cry, I cry my heart out. I am so weak, I always get abuse wherever I go. This beauty is not a blessing this is a curse. Since I was young, I was physically abused by my Aunt because she said that I lure her husband, her husband is a child molester, she said I am a w***e a family wrecker and an illegitimate child. I am wounded, I feel so low, I thought this chance will be my escape, but I am wrong, this is worst.
He stop, my body is trembling, my tears is non stop, I am trying to suppress my agony in crying, he finally stop, I fell down on my knees, I cover my face , start to cry more, I feel so hopeless.
"Angel I am sorry, did I scare you? Angel sorry, stop crying" his voice is begging.
I always hide my feelings, I choose not to cry in every struggle I face, that's the only pride I have, but at this moment I just want to be comforted, I just want to cry my heart out. We're sitting in the floor, my hair is a mess, I'm still crying.
"Angel, I am so sorry, please stop crying"
He is now hugging me, he is holding me tight comforting me, rubbing my back and fixing my hair.
"I have no sweet words to give, I admit my fault, I want you that's my reason. Did I scare you? Okay this is the last time i will force you, coz next time it will be voluntary hehehehe"
I laugh at his silly joke, because of that silly remark I calm down. He loosen his hug and look at my face.
"I am really sorry, you scare me, it feels like I touched your deep wound"
He is looking with sincere eyes, why this man is not contented to what he has. My purity is only I have, I have nothing to offer.
"Why don't ask any girl who's willing to play with you? Coz honestly I already have nothing, please don't take my purity away that's only I have. You are rich, handsome, with humor and nice sometimes, I know a lot of girls who like you. Why me? I just want a simple and quiet life please I am begging you"
"I don't know, I am turn on since the 1st day I saw you. I am not a romantic type, most girls want a sweet clingy relationship and I don't like that, just try Angel with me and I'll have your back. "
He's still embracing me, we are comfortably sitting on the floor, he is wiping my tears.
"What about a kiss? Pleaseeeeeeeee?"
His face is like a baby asking for a toy. I don't know what got into me but I just nod in response. Slowly, he kiss me slowly until it become aggressive.
We're both panting and catching our breath.
"I hope time will come that we're both in my bed panting and catching our breath. Go to your room or else I'll do my fantasy"
I laugh in response, instead to be mad I feel free now, I feel calm and carefree. I go to my room leaving him aroused
Beno POV
Damn. I feel weak when I witness Angel is crying in front of me. My drunk mind is now sane. I look around my room, I look at the floor where Angel sit and breakdown. I wonder why she cry like that, is she that scared. I am not sleepy yet, I am looking for something to do. I texted Angel but it seems that she is sleeping already.
I stalk her account again, I look to her albums, I stare at every picture, she is really pretty. Her innocent face and her body doesn't match. I save her picture in my laptop, her most simple picture. She is smiling and I smile back at her. After scrolling more of her picture, I fell asleep in my chair.
I woke up late the next day, the first thing that comes to my mind is to look for Angel, I roam around the house to see where she is.
"Excuse me Nanny Lydia, where is Angel? I have something to ask about school works"
I asked her Mom , I already look around but she's nowhere to be seen. I texted her but no reply, and I am angry again because she didn't inform me that she'll be out today.
"Angel is in the school, she said she has a groupwork today, I am worried because she left without eating and I know she is running out of money too, but she never ask money to me"
I nod in response.
It's weekend and she is busy for school, what a boring life. Well, no wonder it's almost semester break, everyone is busy to their final exam or final project. I decided to go back in my room and call her number.
'The number you have dialed is either unattended or out of coverage area please try your call later"
Damn, is it hard to text me or inform me about her whereabouts. Tsss. I am annoyed.
I decided to follow her in school, not because I miss her but because I am bored. She is the only one who can take my boredom away.
I try calling her again and again but I can't contact her, I wonder where she is in this big school, I look for her in their building, in the library, in the gym, in the garden, in the mini resto, finally I saw her sitting in the freedom park.
I bought her food, worried that she is hungry, but she is talking to 2 boys who stare at her like a predator. She is busy writing, and the 2 boys is busy staring at her grrr.
Without thinking, I come near to them and hand her the food I bought. I know that people around us is looking at us. And I know they will think that Angel is my target now.
"What are you doing here? We are busy with our project"
"I am passing by when I saw you, then let me help I am bored and I have nothing to do today"
I look at the 2 boys staring at her, the one is Rain cousin, and the other one is the known son of the city mayor. Tsss I am richer than both of you.
"Just go home Beno, we're busy. "
"No, I'll help you. And they are your groupmate?"
I pointed the 2 boy who looks annoyed by my appearance.
"Yes, the other girls isn't coming and I have no choice but to finish this report"
"Well, let me help, I have nothing to do today"
She looks annoyed but I don't care, I'd rather stay here than let that 2 predator stare at her like there's no tomorrow.
"Bro where are you? C'mon let's do our project today in your house" I received text from Rain
What a timing. I ignore the text but Rain keeps calling me.
"Looks like you have some matter to attend to Beno, go on. We are fine here" The son of the Mayor said to me.
Is he mocking at me.
"I am so proud at myself that you know my name eventhough I don't know you, Am I that famous haha. Angel aren't you done yet? "
Angel look at us, notice the tension between us the mayors son.
"Beno, stop that. I'm so sorry, but just continue reading the reviewer I gave and we're good to go. "
Psh. Looks like I have to tell Dad to stop supporting the City Mayor. He likes Angel and I don't like that.