MFL 10 - GAME OVER
Angel POV
I woke up late than the usual, I let myself to enjoy yesterday with Beno, today I decided to finally avoid him, having him around confuse me, I know that he want something for me but I know to myself that I am slowly falling into his trap.
Today is Monday, I am getting late but I don’t want to climb off my bed, I feel procrastinating today which is very unlike me. I let myself drown in my own thought, I grew up stopping myself to be happy, not because I want but because I’m scared to the consequence, I believe that if you are happy soon you’ll be sad or problems will come to your way. My cellphone blinks sign that someone is calling me, of course that is Beno.
I decided not to answer and let myself think deeply. I feel carefree being with him, I am starting to frown at my thought, I feel that I lose my battle to him. I look around at my room, I look outside the window, the pretty garden and the pool, this huge house, the elegant and expensive things in this house, they slapping to me the reality that a man like Beno is not fit for me. He is touching my heart every time he cares about me, his infectious goofy smile is pinned in my heart.
He keeps calling me, I have to face him, I think I am just touch because he is the first man I entertain, not because I like him but because he is my boss.
“Yes Sir?”
“Damn Angel, I am worried, you didn’t go to school today? I passed by in your room but you’re not there. Are you sick? Something happen? Do you need my help?”
“Nothing, I am just tired and I oversleep”
“Okay, I thought something happen to you, I have my last class this afternoon, see you later”
“Okay bye” I hang up.
If he want to play with me then I will play along. My desire to have a better future is bigger than my confused feelings towards him. I ignore all his text and help Mom in household chores. I make myself busy the whole day to forget all my worries. A few hours later, I already heard Beno’s car, I immediately turn my back and plans to stay in my room but unfortunately Mom ask me to assist Beno, to get his things and prepare his snacks. What a bad timing.
“Are you hungry Sir? Do you want me to prepare some snack?” I asked poker face, but he smile widely at me, his goofy smile that is very infectious, he looks like a dog in that smile.
“Come on let’s eat in the garden, I bought bread and coffee from known coffee shop, you must try this, it tastes like heaven” he drag me in the garden, he is smiling while unpacking the food, it smell delicious.
“Are you a coffee lover Angel? I love coffee, this is for you, I thought you’re sick, you’re not replying to my txt, you got me worried”
“Thanks, yes I love coffee too, but this is the first time I will try an expensive coffee”
“Aren’t you body conscious? I bought bread and cakes, I love to eat this together with coffee” he start eating and I am staring at him, if he is fated for me, why in this situation? I don’t ask for rich and handsome man I just want a simple responsible man, a warm and considerate man.
“No I’m not, I don’t do diets”
“Wow but you’re still sexy, some girls train hard in the gym to maintain their body, try this one” he hand me a chocolate muffin.
“Thank you”
“Hmm since you didn’t go to school today, I asked a copy of your lesson today so you can catch up tomorrow, here, read this before you sleep, I overheard you have a quiz tomorrow” he hand me the photocopy of today lesson and he continue eating. I look down at the notes, and I am touch by his gesture again, here I am again, falling slowly.
BENO POV
I look up at Angel, she is not in his usual mood, she used to always argue with me, but today, she is staring blankly at me. She is eating with her poker face, still, I find her very feminine in that gesture.
“Hey Angel the young and innocent, are you okay? You’re not in your usual self”
“What is my usual self to you Sir Beno?” she asked me blankly
“ Well, my Angel is someone who is tough to fight with me, to argue with me, she is strong in every aspect”
“You’re right, I have to be strong”
I hold her hand, assuring her that whatever she is thinking she can do it. Still, I am not contented not until she spill to me why she’s not in her usual self.
“I think you’re lack of s*x, did you know that having s*x is good in your peace of mind?” I asked laughing, trying to lift up her mood.
“Maybe you mean, having s*x is good for people with migraine, a study shown that maybe s****l fantasies is related why people have a migraine, and one more trivia is men who get laid atleast twice a weak can decrease a chance of heart attack”
I am just joking, trying to lift up her mood, and my trivia is just a joke, but here she is talking brightly to me.
“Oh can you help me decrease my chances of heart attack? Hahahhaha, I am just joking I never knew that there is really that kind of trivia”
“Psh, is there a day that you’re not talking dirty? Maybe I’ll buy you a mouthwash on your birthday” she said to me sarcastically, so my Angel is back hehe.
“Welcome back Angel, I’ll look forward to my mouthwash. Please add some box of condom , my birthday is next month” I finish eating and sip my coffee, I am turning 25 next month and she is turning 19 next month too.
“Aren’t you scared of STD?” she’s raising her eyebrows to me.
“Don’t worry, Mom always had me check and good news for you I am clean and safe” I laugh and her face is red getting ready to explode.
“I’d rather eat than to talk to you”
“I’d rather eat you than to talk to you hahahaha”
“Stop Beno stop, you’re corrupting my innocent mind”
“Hahahaha you’re cute when you blush, seriously don’t be sad, it worry me”
She look away , but I am staring at her lips, a natural red pouty lips, I am longing to kiss her but I’m afraid maids will see us, in my view I don’t care if they see me kissing a woman, but I know Angel don’t like that. I hold her hands under the table, she look at me alarmed that someone may see us.
“I want to kiss you, but since maids may see us, just let me hold your hand, they wont notice us they are busy.
“Yeah we are busy, can I go back to the kitchen? I’ll help Mom to prepare your dinner”
“Hmm then let’s cook together, let Nanny Lydia rest”
ANGEL POV
He follows me in the kitchen, he dismissed the maid in the kitchen and I start to cook for him, after an hour of cooking and talking senseless with Beno, I prepare his dinner.
“Woah you’ll be a perfect housewife someday Angel, you cook well”
“I don’t like to be a housewife, I want to have a career on my own”
Every remarks he said is always against my principle, like a women should be always a housewife, I believe that women shouldn’t settle for less, not just a wife but a women with strong will to follow her dreams. Falling inlove doesn’t mean to sacrifice what you want in life, love should let you grow not love that prison you in a responsibility that you should stay in the house because you are a woman.
“Well, If I am going to have my own family, I prefer also that my wife will stay in the house” he said while eating
“And why? Are you insulting women because of her capacity to make a living?”
“No, women are very precious, it’s just that I don’t want my future children to experience what childhood I experienced” he is serious and his eyes looks sad, for the first time, I think my opinion isn’t right for Beno.
I am waiting for him to continue, wanting to hear his side of story, he finished eating and drink his water.
“My mom is a career woman, she is a business minded , do you know that my parents has a separate business? They are successful, but in consequence of that they neglect their children, I grew up with Nanny Lydia, I think I only see Mom once or twice a year, I never experience a mother love, I go to family day alone yearly, I claim my awards alone in the stage, sometimes I think they didn’t care”
“You have a point, but for me I want to be successful on my own, I don’t want to be just a wife”
“Why are we talking about being a wife? You aren’t agree yet to be my buddy then we’re talking about you being a wife? Haha”
“Why don’t you look for a serious relationship then Beno ?” I asked curiously, he sounds like a romantic partner earlier.
“Hmm I don’t want a serious relationship coz’ I am not yet ready to be serious in life”
Disappointed on his answer, I choose not to respond and start cleaning all the mess in the kitchen. I am confused to what I feel, but I am sure that he is someone special to me.
BENO POV
I am pacing back and forth, waiting for Angel. She’s not responding to my txt and calls, she is giving me mix signals, sometimes I feel that somehow maybe she has affection to me, then next day she’s ignoring me again. She’s avoiding me again, and it’s been a month since we last talk. She’s not there on my birthday and I didn’t see her also on her birthday. I rarely see her also on school, but I always try my luck in her building.
Finally, after an hour of waiting I saw her, I smile at her. I decided to walk near her.
“So you are Beno new toy, and you are also the crown stealer” Janine shout at Angel, Janine is my previous fling, students are looking at them I walk fast to stop Janine.
“Excuse me Miss, but do I know you?” Angel said raising her eyebrow at Janine
“What the, you didn’t know me? I am quite popular here since I am pretty” Janine said irritated, I decided to listen how Angel handle a catfight, Janine is always like that, she always make a fight to every girls links to me.
“Too bad, I didn’t know you Miss, maybe because you’re not really pretty, if you’ll excuse me I have a lot of things to do than to deal with immature people like you”
“Not too fast flirt” Janine pull Angel hair but to my surprise, Angel remain calm and hold Janine hand tightly
“Stop or I’ll break your bones? Don’t you dare start a fight with me, next time before applying for a make up make sure you’re not just a beauty, don’t be just a beauty”
Everyone watching in the scene was shouting Angel name, she gain more fans I guess, Angel is popular not because of her beauty but also because of her brains, aside from that she is also the student president.
“Angel wait”
She walk pass through me and I follow her.
“How many girls should I deal on because of you?” she asked me angrily.
“Sometimes my handsome face really give me a trouble, I’m so sorry, but you are really a wildcat you know”
“You are really pain in the ass”
“Hey don’t be mad at me, don’t you know that since I met you I didn’t go clubbing? And since then I am on s*x diet”
“So what, I don’t care”
“My Angel, don’t be mad, do you want to go shopping before going home?” I smile widely at her, hoping that my smile may affect her heart.
“I don’t have money, go by yourself, I am busy”
I grab her hand and hug her
“I will kiss you here, don’t dare me. You don’t like it when I’m mad. Now, go in the car” I raised my voice at her, I am frustrated I don’t know why she’s avoiding me again, I thought we’re okay.
I start the car and I look at her, she’s mad, but I am mad also. “Why are you avoiding me? When I asked you to nanny Lydia she said you have a part time job, I am waiting you to come home every night, where do you stay?”
“It’s none of your business Beno” she said plainly.
I drive fast to reach my condo, I want to talk to her privately, only the 2 of us.
“What the hell Beno, slow down, where are we going?” she’s shouting
After minutes of driving, we’re finally in my condo, This building was owned by my mother and as a birthday gift, she grant me one unit here, and one more thing is this business was named to me so apparently I owned this place. I drag Angel in the building since my room was on the 5th floor. Every employee is greeting me but I just ignore them because I am very mad at Angel.
“Beno where are we, why did you drag me here”
“Shut up and just follow me” I didn’t mean to shout but she’s really pushing me to my limit.
I swipe my card key, and drag her inside my unit.
“Now tell me, what’s your problem?” she shout at me
“You are my problem Angel” we are shouting at each other, no one wants to calm and I am raging mad at her, after a month of chasing her I finally see her angelic face.
“Can’t you read between the line? I am avoiding you, so why bother to chase someone running away?” She finally said it, and a pain run through my chest, my raging heart is now beating fast.
I pin her to the wall, looking straight to her eyes, I hold both her hands and pin it above her head. We are so close, staring mad at each other.
“Let go of me” she pull her hand and push me.
“You want me, then go. Let’s get this over” She pull the tie of hair long wavy hair, she’s undressing herself and I am staring at her like a hawk.
I slowly walk to my door, making sure that it’s closed, she’s looking at me, she throw her shirt to me, and she’s now clasping her bra. I hug her, I am mad, and I am fcking horny.
ANGEL POV
He kiss me aggressively while leading me to the sofa without breaking the kiss, he clasp my bra and it slowly fell off in the floor, he start to grab my breast roughly, making me cringe, he play with my nips, teasing me, he start kissing and biting my neck, his kiss goes down at the middle of my breast, a soft moan escape to me, my body is betraying me. His eyes is full of lust, and I am clueless what is this feeling.
His hand slid through my pants, and his warm palm is massaging my womanhood, I feel the warm even with my panties on. He start to suck my n****e, and I moan.
“You like that baby?” he whisper with his husky voice. He stand up, unbuttoning my pants , pulling it off, I am only wearing my black panty, I suddenly feel conscious , I cover my body with my hand and hair.
“I am very mad right now Angel, don’t cover yourself” He said in firm tone, I don’t know but I slowly uncover myself and let him savor the sight of my nakedness, he’s not gentle, he is like a beast starving in a flesh.
He pull off my panty down, he is now on top me, kissing me again, sucking my n****e, while massaging my core, this is the first time I experience this, I don’t know where should I hold. He slid one finger inside me and I can’t stop myself from moaning, he stop, he undress himself and I am shock how big he is, he is aroused I can see it in his erection. He grab my hand and put it in his manhood, he guide me to stroke it up and down, I follow him.
“Ahh baby, do it slowly” I am stroking his and his hands start to play my breast again. Minute later, he pull me to sit in the sofa, he open my leg wide making me conscious more, I am trying to stop him but he hold my legs tightly exposing myself. He sit on the floor, I feel his hot tongue in my womanhood, his tongue keep moving up and down.
“Beno!’ I shout in pleasure, I feel something inside me explode
“So sweet baby” he lick me more and more.
“Beno stop, I can’t take it”
“You are ready for me baby” he sit down on the sofa and he lead me to sit on his lap, I feel his erection poking in my belly.
“This will going to hurt, adjust yourself for me baby” he start kissing me aggressively again, he’s stroking his self to my core giving tingles all over my spine, he’s sliding it slowly, he’s going inside me and it hurts like hell, I am pulling myself away, but he’s holding me tight, kissing me deeply, he carry me and lay me on the sofa, he is now on top, he position his self and slide it deeper on me, I feel my flesh is tearing out, he is moaning, he is moving slowly. He massage my c**t, giving me more pleasure , he start to move faster after a minute he explode and I feel a warm liquid drop in my belly.
I am tired that I want to close my eyes, he rest in top of me.
This is it, game over.
I woke up at midnight, we’re still naked and I slowly pull myself out to Beno’s embrace, he’s sleeping like a baby, I look at his face one last time and kiss him in the forehead before leaving him alone, and forever.