A short insight chapter (The secret times in the mind castle)
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Faudian Sr, is rather a soldier that no creature can merely be and his son is too naive to see that. What am I with all this consciousness stuck in Faudian's head, was I him? or was he a part of me. Is this all something greater than we both had ever thought? I could never know or understand the concept of me living and waking up all of a sudden in this giant castle all alone. All I ever knew of my past just seemed like it was...Faudian's past. I couldn't understand all this and the place seemed to be mine forever.
I had the ability to change everything and live as I please in this realm of his head. Was it his head or my head I never know, but this brain was initially not split but Im sure Faudian is the Firstlight as I could see through his eyes from time to time and watched everything he learned and did though me being evolved with past knowledge with war insights and technical abilities I had my chance to judge everything I saw.
Laughing and enjoying myself was a part of it but as soon as I knew things that he did, I fabricated things in this mind castle and made instruments and music through them as much as I pleased and only those I loved. I could also playback all the bad and interesting memories of Faudian and even...certainly about the past that is blocked to him.
Interestingly, I came across something that changed everything in me. A scene that showed me the hurtful truth of earth creatures is that they were capable of betrayal and even when they could have held back they betrayed and corrupted my Father's fate and hence...this was probably why I came into his mind. To divert him to the path of the left-out war still, some of us are fighting alone. He and I had to unite, I had to become united and free from this place but it was taking too much energy even for once and Faudian faints quickly.
I had practiced from the ancient books to get out as the second light from one's own head. It was more not exactly about split personality but making the hidden desire come alive once it needs to. Me being the living hidden subconscious desire of this complicated guy's head which also was part of his ancestors. I was glad to know I was many's prodigal son and had a greater reason at hand.
I need to light the spirit that would revolutionize the life of the supernatural from here on with pact formation and justice for everyone but Faudian is too drained inside the world of questions and deducting useless things and here I am formulating a plan in the place of his mind castle that is used for him to formulate plans for his silly detective journeys.
All the power inside me turned positive and enlightened as I kept creating ways and knowing where I would lead Faudian to so we could all be safe in the end and Faudian becomes one whole. I had been even glader than I've ever been and I was quite proud to be at that moment.But i was suddenly sad as..something in me showed a path that wasn't unlocked before.
A part of both our minds so within the mind that we could never know what it was...the actual light brimming within this realm of his body and showing the greatest this planet had ever given. A land of peaceful and godlike people roaming around with happiness and a smile. Children and women and every animal so peaceful and strong it seemed too good for something like this to happen in this...world.
I saw this turn into the worst of things, I learnt what these emotions did and then violence. This spread into them and they were apart conquering lands that weren't meant for them and then killing each other. It only kept getting worse and worse and worse...I just couldn't look more.
Why was such a world brought down? Why and how did my dad and the warriors fail? How do we lose such a battle? How did we lose nature?...
The sadness was being converted on the agitation of this still being the same outside and no son of a gun had taken a move to help them...it included Faudian. This was breaking my heart into pieces. My castle got darker but whatever this light was I am going to follow it, I will become his wrath, take form and emerge out as a beast, as the first werewolf and as the first strong warrior after all these years to take these people down and serve justice.
I had planned to do it..even if Faudian would struggle to keep me away, I will go to any extent to be out and I had to.
I'm sorry...Mother, I'm Naufilius and I will take control of the outside life. It will change everything my friend...just wait, I'm sorry Faudian.
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