Natalia
I’m the worst person to have ever lived.
I think it about a triple dozen times after Cardan drives off, and I make my way back to the cabin.
The worst, worst, worst possible person to ever live.
And it sucks that I even think that.
It would be easier if I could just make my decisions and stand by them without a heavy heart.
But I can’t.
Because I’m me, and he’s very much still him.
And we obviously still have this immaculately unbreakable connection that I just wasn’t prepared to face head on like this.
Coming here, I didn’t have much of a choice.
That’s all good and fine, but in the sprinkle of hours I had to make up my mind about this, I knew what I’d be signing up for. At least I had a vague idea.
But it’s a thousand times worse than what I prepared for.
He’s like a
