Cardan
My world feels like it's been tilted on its f*****g axis. And when i’m alone, I finally let myself… feel.
It’s an internal battle being waged within me. It had been easy for me to verbally agree with Natalia’s demands. But In reality, that’s the last thing I want. Even though we had the entire agreement, and I gave her my word. I just didn't expect us to actually get to it. How naive I'd been to think she'd gradually come to change her mind.
Natalia’s pending departure is something I'm still trying to wrap my head around. But deep down, I'd wished that when the time came, there wouldn’t be a need for it at all. Hoped she’d come to feel the bond between us before it came down to it. But apparently not, she’s still as insistent as ever about not wanting me. Nor the supposed bond.
