Eight months later .... Sahara. " am nervous" " don't be , whatever you got it is what it is " He opened his report card envelope . " oh my goodness ! " " what ? " " He handed the paper to me " He scored all A. " congratulations my love you scored so well " He moved in with us and enrolled into school, we buried his dad in a very private ceremony no media no pictures . The most heartbreaking moment was when he asked to be left alone after covering the grave with soil. Watching a little boy look down at a grave wiping his tears away and chant a small prayer brought me to tears . We have searched for his mother's information but it's like she's a jane doe . True he was convinced through surrogacy, we contacted his surrogate mother , she admitted she only carried the child but di

