Adrien
I am hanging by a thread here and Seth is not speaking.
He’s just staring at me wordlessly, his mouth opening and closing but nothing comes out of it. I sort of brace myself for the blow, for him to push me away. It only suits me after I did the same when I rejected him but… to hell with it. I am not letting go if he tells me to f*uck myself. I fought enough with myself as it is. Last night and the night before, it opened my eyes for who I truly am, for who I might be if I let myself. For two days with this man I learned more about the person that I am than I ever realized for the entire twenty seven years of my life. And here it is the truth - I like to submit, I like to be praised. And I like men. Well, one man in particular. I like it when he stuffs me with his d*ick. And I do
