Seth
My heart is hammering like crazy against my chest and it is an actual miracle that I manage to keep my cool, to keep Adrien at arms length when all I want is to feel him all over me.
Earlier when he finally broke down and kissed me after what felt like forever, I had to put all my energy and willpower to not respond the way I wanted to, to not be pushing into him right that minute. But I stay behind what I said earlier. He has to earn my forgiveness and learn a lesson while doing it. I may be many things, an uneducated criminal among them no doubt, but I am not to be tossed around and used at anyone’s convenience. I have sworn to myself to never let people walk all over me and I may fail in everything else but not this. Never again and all that crap.
I won’t say today was not a tor
