I am angry and merry, and at the same time I am rather despairing. Perhaps he had a great thrill on a stormy night. Is that why he had to change his last name when it should have been Kenneth Wilson? I slowly put my hand on his back and gently reassure him. "Do not be scared, I am here." "Rumble!" Another rumble sounded and Kenneth pushed me into his arms again. "Mommy, I am scared! Oops..." "Kenneth, do not be scared, Mommy's here." I placated him with a certain helplessness. Kenneth wrapped his hands around my waist, his strong body trembling in my thin arms and anyone would find it ridiculous to see this scene. It happened that I could not laugh, for I felt more and more Kenneth's fear from the bottom of my heart. I have always known that the Wilson family had an illegitimate c

