I try not to think about how long its been. She made her choice. I try not to obsessively check the pulse from her ring. She made her choice. I try not to obsessively check the tracker for where she's at. SHE. MADE. HER. CHOICE. I sigh. I miss her. It still hurts when I don't wake up with her in my arms.
Cygnus and I are getting closer. It took him a while to accept what happened to Nova. Hell, he still tries to get me to storm Bolton's manner some days. We both know we wouldn't survive though.
I'm playing a bike racing game with Cygnus. It's sort of funny how amazing he is as a racer in real life, but in the games he is AWFUL. I usually win. I'm about to win, when I swear I hear Nova's voice.
I mute the game, and Cygnus starts to protest. "shut up, and start talking to me like we are
