NYRA I woke before the sun. The room was still dark, the air was heavy with that quiet that comes before morning truly begins. For a moment, I just lay there, staring at the ceiling, listening to Jackson’s slow breathing beside me. His arm was thrown over my waist, heavy, warm, and possessive even in sleep. I carefully lifted it off me. The cold hit my skin as I sat up. My head felt tight. My chest felt tighter. I had to go to the clinic. My shift was in the afternoon, but that didn’t matter. If I finished early, I would go to the hospital and see Lena whether she wanted to see me or not. Whether she slammed the door in my face or not. I would see her. I slid off the bed quietly, but the mattress dipped and Jackson stirred. I entered the bathroom, took my bath, and as I came out

