Dear whoever finds this, I have done some horrible things in my past and present. I think I will find solace in the next life, hopefully. The cycle of abuse continued with me. I never knew who my father was. Rebecca was a drug addict and alcoholic mother, who sold me and my sister, Camille, as s*x slaves to Louis and Eunice Kingston. Louis trained me to be an “LD” lad. I helped him push drugs selling them to the community. He took it to a whole new level once he became the pastor of Saint Mark Baptist Church. He made me one of his head deacons all while I watched them raised the child I had with his wife—a little girl named Dinah, who called me her Uncle Jim. I wasn’t kicked out of the church until I “took advantage” of Aiden. I needed him to be an “LD” boy too. He didn’t like the “in

