So I grabbed my phone and headed out the door. I thought that today wasn’t so bad. When I got in the car, I put on my R&B playlist. It has the music of the likes of Joe, Fantasia, Jazmine Sullivan, and more. My headspace was in that vibe. I started questioning myself in my head about how I would handle being ignored. It hurts my feelings deeply when I feel that way.
The commute wasn’t horrible, but midway through the drive, thunderstorms came. I hate driving in the rain. When I pulled up, I thanked God for living in a house with a carport. As soon as I walked into the house, I could smell the food. I didn’t realize I was hungry until now. Joanne fixed me a nice plate, and we sat at our little table. I looked over at that empty chair where Momo Jean used to sit. As I was about to cry, my m
