The holidays came and went in a blur. Nothing interesting happened. Nik and I just lazied about the house eating, playing games and watching TV and having a lot of s*x. We had a small dinner beside the pool on Christmas day and Nik made love to me throughout the night.
His gentleness and care towards me had unlocked something inside me. Sometimes I wished everything was normal and we had actually gotten married out of love and we were expecting our child. But it was wishful thinking.
He was with me because of the baby and I kept reminding myself so I wouldn't get hurt but my heart had a different idea fluttering around him. My heart was winning over my brain. I tried to deny it but the truth was, I was falling for him. Or perhaps I had fallen already.
"What are you thinking about?" I sm
