YOU DON'T EVEN WANNA KNOW

THE TRUTH HONEY

I  would tell him what  I see and not think nothing bout it. But it was tell tell signs of this handsome monster he was so charming smooth them green-blue eyes I was now wondering why we have not gotten together by now so yes I started questioning then he would come up with all kinds of stuff like I'm on a watch someone has killed my other brother oh by the way they have private investing watching me and they told me I can't go out and no one can come to me. So I'm really getting aggravated with all this that he says is going on its working my nerves and I actually stop believing him but he insists that 's true everything he's telling me and in due time that we will be together again and things will work itself out I'm overthinking the situation if I love him I would trust him he always said " I trust you" if I now then what I know now the relationship would have never started but that's something we go threw in life trusting in believing in strangers that we meet and hope they turn out or they be the person for you. So I got feed up with him and stop answering to him stop letting him tell me to do stuff and doing it for him I started having a backbone to the man standing up to his lies so I start to move on and put myself back out there with the dating people but he was still in my life I started going out hanging out of town picked up working more just doing me putting him on the back burner. So one day he noticed the change so he started making broken promises we gonna move in together he said he was fixing somethings in his cribs but when he gets done we were going to be living together I was to pack my stuff me and my daughter and be living with him so I had hope once again with him I'm thinking. Time is going by and then I realized boom it's almost another year and nothing transpired I'm still waiting on this togetherness. I really can't believe I fell for this crap again on this being as a couple I said 'I need to get it right and move on away from some man telling me stuff i want to hear". It would be best for me to share my innermost feelings and then let go because I have never in this 1 lifetime been with someone that have the most problems the most excuses and claims he loves me but comes up with everything there is to come up with I'm just gonna forget he exists so believe it or not I had stopped the calling him the texting him the worrying on when I am going to see him type of deal for real it has come to that day where I have gotten over him. Then 1 day I get a text from his brother saying guess what I'm like what his brother goes you not going to believe this I said to believe what he says you know your boyfriend yes I said well he the one had killed my brother and which was his brother to remember when I told yall bout the brother that got robbed and died. well, that was the other guy my brother he helped robbed and killed him and remember yall he was the boyfriend I was gonna marry to. I said what you playing he said not only that he killed him he was also a r****t and a child molester I couldn't believe in what I was reading this man was all of this and I was dating him np way but yes he is police so what he was telling me is true and not only that he found out that he was having s*x with his baby mama