The days continued without problem. I start use the life in new high school. People in the school was nice but I didn’t talk with them so much. I only stayed with Summer and her friend Timothy. Timothy was really nice guy. With Summer they still joke around and I was lucky that most of my classes was with them. I feel happy with them and they make me feel not alone. Because every time when I come home I was alone.
I knows when Sean will start go to University he will not have so much time for me but it’s still make me surprised how he start easy trust me.
Many of days he leave to the school more early like me. But He will still prepare breakfast for me every morning he just don’t wait for me anymore for eat together.
Sean still sometimes pick up me from the school but that is all. He only bring me home and he come back to his university. All the time I spend time alone at home. At first it was really hard. But I knows if I say something it will just be so selfish from my side.
“Look at me. Look. At. Me.” I feel hot feeling at my left cheek. ‘
‘Maybe hand? That person who talk to me give hand at my cheek ? Who you are and why you do it to me? ‘
“Look at m-“
Suddenly I feel pain around my body. With the shock from the pain I open my eyes. I was fast breathing looking around the room.
“What the-“ i said still nervously looking around my room. I feel so much scared. I didn’t understand what make me so much scared.
That pain? I don’t think so. That dream? But Why?
I make a quick shower and morning hygiene. When I come down to the kitchen on the table I had breakfast with note. Eat all! Don’t even try lie. Just take your time and finish it all. Good luck in the school.
I just sighed and start eat. I didn’t knows he saw i start eat less.
I try eat it all but of course I can’t.when I think it’s enough I take my bag pack and lock the door after me. I have it just one street to the bus stop. Every time i stay at bus stop alone. But today when I was near bus stop I saw somebody stand and waiting for the bus. When I was only 5 meters I finally saw who it was. At that moment when I recognize that person I stop. I look around and I didn’t saw anybody more.
Was he here alone? Why is he here ? I don’t think he live near here.
I look at my watch and we still had around 10 minutes when the bus will come.
Our eyes suddenly meet. I wanted look down but something stoped me from do that.
“Morning.” He said without breaking eye contact.
I just stand 5 meters from him with the shock on my face.
He turned his body to me and make steps to me.
He stop 1 meter from me.
“My name is Josiah. I don’t think I had a chance for introducing myself.” He said with perfect smile at his face.
He looked so different today. First day when I saw him I remember that his eyes was so cold not just his eyes, even his face looked cold without emotions. But now he stay only one meter from me looking so different. Something must be wrong. Even from Summer or Timothy I hear about Josiah like cold person, not bad but never nice. I think I was thinking so long because suddenly I find he just stand a few centimeter from me. I can feel the hot from his body. I feel like goosebumps run around my body.
“You are new kid from my school, right?” He said when he feel I will not say anything.
“Y-yeah..” My voice suddenly give up.
“Nice to meet you. I’m Josiah. “ His smile grow more after I answer him.
“I-Isaiah.” I said with nervous in my voice.
“Nice coincidence.”