CHAPTER 19
Properly
Feeling a different kind of happiness because of someone you least expected to is already a scary thing. I was such a fool not to think about how scarier is the pain I could receive from him.
I have cried because of Zanrell several times. But the pain that I got from his brother was much more destructive. Sa kotse namin, kahit ano’ng pigil ko sa sarili, napaluha pa rin ako.
Hindi ko maintindihan ang sariling nararamdaman. Hindi naman ganito kasakit dati noong nalaman kong niloko ako ni Deym. Hindi rin naman ganito sa tuwing nakikita ko si Zanrell kasama ang bagong niyang mga babae.
I should have thought about this already before letting myself fall. Now that Ranzell had hurt me this much, that only means I had fallen deeply.
A day had passed yet I stil
