better life maybe?
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I did my best to stand up from lying. My knees are very weakened due to the wrath my mother gave me. while I was standing in the side of the wall, my mother told me to clean the house and this time never leaved the house cause I'm still grounded for 2 weeks. I don't know why my mother was cruel to me I started to think that maybe I am not her real daughter maybe I was adopted. While thinking this things I didn't notice that fears fell down in my eyes. I feel ashamed of myself, for what I am..
I wiped the tears in my cheek and stood brave not letting myself show my weakness. I did the chores in the house I cleaned everything she said.
Later that evening she was angry when she got home and there is my daddy.
'Hi pretty rose bad. how are you today?" daddy asked me..
looking to my mom she seemed not to worry even I tell my father.
"I'm fine daddy." i answered him while it hurts in the inside not telling him hat happened earlier fpr I was afraid that maybe my mother would punish me again.
they bought plastics and there was FOOD!! I really am hungry for They don't leave me money to buy anything. when I had the plastic it was marked North Park.. Hmmmmmm my favorite foods is in that place and their food is soooo delicious!
later that night we were all asleep. I woke up feeling something is taking my short of, and guess what? I was surprised it was my father.. He ate my p***y I kinda like it though. I didn't knew that it was bad so he did it to me everytime. It feels me at ease.
6years from now i knew now it was wrong.! I wanted it to stop but how? right?! this time he put his c***ed inside my p***y he took my virginity. I didn't want that it hurt my v****a. I was uncomfortable from what he did to me. So I moved and moved until he took his c****d of me.He must have felt my irritation towards his doing. Age of 11, I were in this church called AGBC ( Amazing Grace Baptist Church) I opened my experiences to the pastor he got angry to my father .He let me live to his house for 1 day.
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