Training

Second life, Birth

I try to pass my tongue on my lips slightly dry without much success, I grimace with the fact it’s a big failure. I open my eyes, everything is blurred. For a few moments my eyes flutter to try to have a better focus, without much success. My eyebrows were frowning, seeing that it was not working. I let out a groan of discontent, which was in my ear a low squeak. I move my hand that lands heavily on my face, a small childish squeak leaves my mouth making me jump. I rub my eyes awkwardly. My muscles do not seem to want to move as I wish.

My vision seems a little clearer, above me, a pink mobile decorated with delicate, brightly colored painted sculptures that whirled gently. I felt hypnotized by the movement. My eyes follow the pretty figurines for a moment before sinking into a deep sleep.

I wake up again, the room is slightly darker. I feel wet, my stomach twists painfully. I am so uncomfortable, a strong feeling of loneliness envelops me, an abysmal despair invades me and I burst into tears. The sound of my own voice makes me jump, increasing my sadness. My crying intensifies, almost cries, broken by hiccups.

A woman with dark circles under her eyes lean over my bed. Her hair is in battle. Her face lights up despite the fatigue that wrinkles his face.

"My little Austrel," she murmurs tenderly, leaving me with an impression of comfort. What do you have ?

Her hands are rummaging on my clothes and she grimace slightly. She seems disproportionately large. Making me a little inconfortable

- Oh ! Come here.

She takes me with delicacy, for some reason I do not know, I'm not afraid of this woman. I like her smell, the feeling of her arms around me seems to tell me that she is everything to me. I observe her with curiosity, my tears drying on my plump cheeks. Even though my stomach is still hurting, I know she will help me.

- You're a calm baby you know, I've never seen who calms so quickly.

Expertly, the young woman changes my wet lange for a new clean and dry. I frown, when have I been a baby?

- Ahah! This way of frowning as if you are asking yourself questions. It'll be better to have your small butt dry?

The smile of my "guardian" warms my heart, I clumsily catch her sleeve and she smiles even stronger. Always with the same sweetness, I find myself in his arms, leading me to a chair. Delicately, she undresses and offers me the breast. Instinctively I catch it and start to drink greedily, a great calm invades me. The hot milk filled my belly and gently I dive into a deep sleep.