Sloane: I sat up feeling like hell. The room is dark and the only thing I wanted more than to see my family was to go to the bathroom. I stood up feeling a little nauseous. I made it to the restroom in record time. The relief was instant. I felt the way Mathew had treated me. Like a ragdoll being tossed around the beach after weeks of rain had hardened it. I shut my eyes and reached out. I feel them all in the house. What surprises me, is how easy it is to use this inside of me. I've had difficulty with it since I was a pup. Since it had started up inside of me. It's definitely stronger but I feel like it's no longer controlling me. I took a deep breath thinking of turning it off and I was alone in my body for the first time since I can remember. I took a deep breath feeling relief. Al

