Sloane:
Feelings really suck. This one, in particular, feels like I'd rather die than feel it. I had experienced it myself. Betrayal. It's a stinging feeling or maybe a burning one. It can be an ache. I can't even describe how bad this feeling really is and right now when they look at me that's what hits me right in the gut. He's right, Alexie and my dad are both right but why does it just have to be my fault entirely. I can't help what I am. I can't be here with them constantly changing my mood. For once I want it to be about me.
After my outburst, I had let the animal in me take lead and hunted for the first time since I had first run off on my own and was in an area where I probably wouldn't have survived in my skin. I went back to my room and got dressed. I still didn't want to face
