I had hoped that Josh was just dropping me off at home and then leaving again. i don't know why I thought that Wishful thinking maybe? Who knows. As soon as he pulled up in my drive way, I jumped out of the car and ran over to the front door, Unlocking it and headed inside. Making sure to slam it extra loudly so that he would get the message that he wasn't welcome to come in. 'Mum? Mum?' I called out as I walked through the how, but I was met with nothing but silence. I guess she was at work... Or out with her new perfect boy friend. Flinging my shoes off, I ran up the stairs to my bed room and threw my bag down on the floor. I was getting picked up by Adam, Charlotte and who ever else and while it was still a few hours away... I had no idea what I was going to wear. I walked over to

