✔ New Beginnings ✔

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Fifteen

Well, it has been a week since my fight with Josh. i wont speak to him, answer the phone, and when he came around to the house, i told Emily to tell him to f**k off. i just dont want to and i wont deal with him. i gave him a chance because i really did...do like him, but what he did was just plain mean. for the first couple of days, Emily and Damon kept asking if i wanted to hang with them, but i just felt a little out of place. but thank god, my guitars and drums have arrived and today, im gonna be setting them up and turning the spare garage into my music room. i need to go down to the DIY store and get some paint and stuff, im gonna use all my music posters too. i can't wait to get started with it.

Damon has taken Emily out for the day, i think he said on a shopping trip or some thing. I hope she doesn't get too involved with Damon. He's a very nice guy and he seems to care for her, but she has to remember, she does still live in the U K.

'Katie, im going out to meet a friend, lock up if you go out!' my mom called from the bottom of the stairs. yeah right, my ''friend'' she means new boy friend that she wont tell us about. im not stupid.

'yeh, what ever mom' i called back and continued to pack some stuff up in boxes. it was just my CD's and posters and stuff that i was gonna move down to my soon to be the music room. it will just be easier to box it all up instead of carrying it all down in my hands. i heard the door open and close. i ran to the window and as normal, that same big black car was parked out side. i watched as my mom ran down the drive, through the gates and hopped into the car before it drove away. i sighed and grabbed my bag. i walked down the stairs, grabbing my keys off the table as i did so and headed out the front door, locking it behind me.

i decided to go down to the DIY store by myself. this way i can get what i want. and start on the garage when i get back.

i walked to the bus stop and waited. my phone went off in my pocket. i looked at the caller ID. that's strange, it wasn't a number i know. i answered it anyway.

'hello,' i asked.

'um...hi, is this Katie?' a male voice on the other end asked. 

'um.yeah, who's this?' i asked, slightly confused.

'My names Jimmy, i calling because Josh really wants to talk to you and tell' i cut him off.

'im sorry, but i dont want to talk to him.' i told him down the phone. there was talk in the back ground. 'um...look i have to go, im really busy at the moment' i told him. there were sounds on the other end, like bangs and shouts and then...

'Katie, please, just listen to me im re-' i cut him off too.

'Josh, i. dont. want. to. talk. to. you!' i said through gritted teeth before hanging up. just as i put my phone back im my pocket, the bus arrived. i got on and sat down. thinking in my head, what colours i should buy for the music room....black...black or black.

the bus pulled up and i got off. luckily, it was right outside a DIY store. i walked in and went straight to the trolleys. i make my way to the paint aisle and grabbed...

2 cans of black. 2 cand of red. 2 cans of purple and a small can of white.

i grabbed some paint brushes and headed to the wall paper aisle, i got about 15 rolls of just plain white wall paper rolls and some of that gross glue/paste s**t to stick it up with. i almost forgot to get a paste brush too. i know we have a table at home, so i dont need to get one. next stop..i want to get some wood so i can put up some shelves. so i probably need nails as well. after i had got every thing, i headed to the check out, only then realising, how was i going to get this home?

'next, please?' the lady at the till asked. i moved forward and started putting it on the belt. she started scanning it then looked up at me. 'miss, would you like this delivered?' oh, music to my ears.

'yeah please,' i asked. she finished scanning the stuff, i paid and gave her my address and then headed back to the bus stop to go home. i decided to check my phone on the way back. i have 13 missed calls from Josh's phone, 2 from Emily, 1 from Damon and about 10 messages. i just deleted them all. they were all from HIM any way. the bus stopped and i got off and headed down the street to my house.

every one was still out like i said before, Emily was with Damon and mom was with her 'friend'. i wasn't paying attention to what was going to and bumped into some one and we both fell to the floor. i started rubbing my head.

I'm so sorry, i wasn't paying any attention to where i was going' i said looking up, it was a girl, probably the same age as me. she was flat on her ass, just like me. we both stood up and looked at each other.

'it's cool, really, i was on my phone any way.' we both laughed. she picked her phone back up and looked at it. 'well, i have hung up on them...jasmine is gonna be pissed now.' we laughed again. 'im charlotte by the way'

'hi, im Katie i told her. she smiled and nodded, just then her phone rang again, she looked down at it.

'sorry, jasmine, maybe I'll see you around some time' she said. i smiled and nodded and she took off running down the street, shouting about some thing like

'...yeah, i saw on the internet they broke up, ha sam's gonna be so happy, he's finally single....' that's all i heard. i started walking off again, i need to beat the delivery guys home. i started running, totally forgetting about the ringing phone in my pocket. but then i stopped dead in my tracks when i saw...

the delivery guys loading all my stuff out of the van, and Josh signing for it. what the hell. they took the clip board back and got in the van and drove away. Josh started picking up the stuff and taking i up to the house, then coming back for some more. i walked over to him.

'what the f**k are you doing here, dont you understand the words i dont wanna talk to you' i asked pissed off. he just looked at me and smiled.

'well, your talking to me now aren't ya' he grinned. i took the rolls of wall paper from him and walked up to the garden, hoping he will just leave..but of course ...he didn't. i walked over to the front door, unlocked it and started putting the stuff inside.

'why wont you talk to me?' he asked. i didn't answer him. i finished putting the stuff in the house. he was still there. 'Katie?!' he snapped, grabbing my arms and turning me to look at him. 'answer me' he whispered in a sad voice. 'why?'

i pulled my arm away from him and walked back wards into the house.

'because i hate you' i told him in a matter of factly kinda way, i saw the look on his face when i sad it, probably the look i will have in a minute like some one just ripped his heart out. and i turned around and slammed the door in his face...............