** A few days later**
It had been a few days since that awful night. I knew my mum was starting to worry about me. I was refusing to come out of my room unless it was for school. I wouldn't speak to her and I wouldn't eat any thing.
I had the typical and classical case of broken heart syndrome.
I just couldn't get over how much of an ass hole Josh was. He knew how much sleeping with him meant. I was a f*****g virgin for god sake and he just... does that? Announces he's still banging his wife and then f***s off?
Was this my fault? Probably, I should have just kept to my guns and NOT slept with him. But, it...just happened.
Every one now and then some one, I'm guessing mum would come and knock on my door, but when I wouldn't answer them, they would leave again.
This went on for
