I turned my music on and blocked out every thing. I didn't care if ''it was too loud''. Throwing myself down on my bed, I buried my face in my pillows and cried. This seems to be all I do recently. Hide in my room and cry. Whether it was because of Josh, mum.. or what ever reason Moving here was the biggest mistake of my life! I guess, At least now I have.. what ever it is that I have with Adam. Even if it was literally nothing, last night was nice. There was some knocking at my bed room door, but I ignored it. Instead of going away, who ever it was came in and closed the door. 'Mum, I really don't want to talk to you right now. Leave me alone!'. I shouted with out looking up. 'Why are you giving your mum a hard time?' Hearing his voice made my blood boil instantly. The f*****g ba

