I loved driving to work in my new car. I was excited to never have to walk to work again and become sweaty before my shift even starts. I liked that I now had a way that I could get away if I needed to. Today my eyes were hurting from not getting enough sleep and the lack of caffeine in my system didn’t help at all. I drove around the neighbourhood, shopping for anything really, trying to distract my thoughts. I grabbed a coffee, making sure that an extra shot was inside, and it wasn’t long before I consumed it all and I could feel the buzz in my chest. I consumed my whole day trying to stay busy and keeping my min occupied. I felt that every time I stopped moving or doing something to make my mind shut up, all I could see in my mind was Zac, leaving out the doors of the Bar, leaving

