My mind is consuming me with bad scenarios. I do not care what it takes, I will get to Ajax and I do not give a s**t about Sarya. She can kiss my perfect a*s. Red plays for keeps, I do not lose, EVER. She can take her skinny a*s and shove it. I sigh and look at the clock , gritting my teeth. Flix is suddenly in front of me making me jump. "Flix where the hell have you been!?" I been laying here in the hospital bed all day, going insane. The doctors are not letting me do anything, I could not even look in a mirror incase Ajax happens to show up. I think they are being mean to me on purpose. They hate me. I forgot to tell you that Ajax and I had a hot make-out session. A lady never tells. I roll my eyes, lies. It happened in my dirty little mind, me, myself, and I. I am not proud of i

